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JaegerBombastic

JaegerBombastic

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Jul 11, 2025
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Nothing matters. Every second is just agony. We live our lives trying to achieve this made-up concept that is happiness. Is that all there is to us? What's the fucking point if that's all we can do with our existence. My dog died today. She was fine, then all of a sudden she couldn't breathe. The vets did everything they could, but we had to put her down. I had to look in her eyes while they did it. She was my best and only friend. All I've ever had are moments like these. I've never had anything good happen to me. I can't do this anymore. Why should I keep going? I want to die, but I'm too fucking chicken-shit to go through with it. I hate myself.
 
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There is no point in such an existence
 

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