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Hefinator

Hefinator

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Nov 19, 2025
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Why should one keep carrying a burden that they could always put down?
Life feels like walking through an endless desert, every step sinking deeping into the sand.
It feels foolish to keep going.
Do you share this feeling?

Side note: Got my ticket. Might be my last post on here. If it is- seeya!
 
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Secro

Secro

Life is a bitch.
Jul 6, 2026
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Yes, I think it's very stupid to just live in the belief that things will get better someday, because you live in the here and now, therefore only the here and now counts.
But you probably meant it in general; it depends on how heavy the load is.
 
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Aunty_Seuss

Aunty_Seuss

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Jan 4, 2026
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I'm chronically disabled, it just means I'll fall downhill faster than everybody else while coughing and wincing my guts out. The only thing I cope with is to try and serve something I actually give a shit about, I think that's the only way you can live happy
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand, I'll always find it the most terrible, torturous burden to suffer in this existence and it's one I could only ever wish to be permanently free from, existence to me was just always a terrible mistake and I could never see any point to any of this.

I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, existing is just dreadful, futile suffering all for the sake of it and all I want is for this existence to be all erased for me, I want it to be like I never suffered at all, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed.
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,907
yeahhh, practically the one thing that's certain is that it will always get worse~ :/ just like that one meme I really like~ xD regardless, if there's a chance at something better, I'm going for it [within my own bounds of reason {which admittedly, are a lot weaker than others, which might compound the problem, altho we never really know~ :(}] until it's no longer there~

I wish you the best with whatever you do, Hefinator~
 
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