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d8303417

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Dec 11, 2024
2
This is ridiculous.

I came here to find a peaceful way to go. And when I find it I find it's being gatekept. This isn't fucking fair. Why do I have to go through pain? My only protective factor is pain.

I'm in a country that begins with U that has banned the website. Why are they so adamant on stopping me - a benefit claimant scrounging scum - alive when I provide no fucking value? Unless they want me to go out in an undignified way - make an example of me.

Please. I'm fucking desperate. Please.
 
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AkaRed

AkaRed

Come on! Let’s go, we’ll make our future together.
Apr 20, 2023
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Hey, if you need someone to talk to feel free to PM me!
I'm in the same boat— but the main reason is because it puts the access of things like SN at risk if it's freely shared.

Unfortunately- people who don't understand the purpose of this site have doxxed it and its administrators, making it a target. This means people are protecting their sources for SN, to prevent them from being taken down entirely. If I find anything though, I'm more than happy to let you know.
 
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Xiaojiu

Xiaojiu

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Mar 28, 2025
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2 major sources have been brought down since I've been here. That is the reason why people don't give them out willy nilly unfortunately.

And SN is hard to come by now. I don't even know if there is a reliable source left anymore because of them being taken down.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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2 major sources have been brought down since I've been here. That is the reason why people don't give them out willy nilly unfortunately.

And SN is hard to come by now. I don't even know if there is a reliable source left anymore because of them being taken down.
2 SN sources since you've been here .i've seen countless Sn sources get taken down in 6 years, 1 after another as soon as an sn source becomes mainstream here it soon goes down.

also horribly i saw the same thing happen to one very reliable Nembutal online delivery to anywhere in the world source "N from D". now nobody in the world can ever get nembutal online forever . if D would have stayed up eventually you'd find it if you searched long enough on the internet. but posting many posts and threads here got too many people to buy and then the evil governments brought D down.
 
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Xiaojiu

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Mar 28, 2025
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2 SN sources since you've been here .i've seen countless Sn sources get taken down in 6 years, 1 after another as soon as an sn source becomes mainstream here it soon goes down.

also horribly i saw the same thing happen to one very reliable Nembutal online delivery to anywhere in the world source "N from D". now nobody in the world can ever get nembutal online forever . if D would have stayed up eventually you'd find it if you searched long enough on the internet. but posting many posts and threads here got too many people to buy and then the evil governments brought D down.
More like since I have had an account on the site. I started frequenting here more often the past 2-3 years but it is only this year that I got approved.

I think it sucks that the sites keep getting taken down :( I wish I was able to get ahold of N. Anyone that did are freaken lucky af tbh
 
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Falling_apart

Falling_apart

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Feb 1, 2025
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Well how the hell am I going to find out how to get it? Do I have to prove myself trustworthy before somebody DMs me the source or something?
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Well how the hell am I going to find out how to get it? Do I have to prove myself trustworthy before somebody DMs me the source or something?

People are suspicious of new users, certainly. I'm sure there must be law enforcement on here- posing as regular members for one.

Also, bear in mind that in many countries, it's illegal to assist a suicide. I imagine the law is kind of blurry when it comes to what constitutes assisting. I've not heard of people being prosecuted here but, I suppose it's not impossible.

We also don't know what people's families are like. We don't really know much about the person themselves either. They could be a minor and simply lied to create an account. Some families are so devastated by a suicide that they go on a lynching mission against the site. If they are able to find out who gave their loved one a source- I doubt they'll be too kind to them.

Plus, like everyone else has mentioned, so many sources have ended up compromised.

I actually don't know of the sources available now asides from the abreviations people use. Some say there is enough hints in threads to track them down still. I believe sometimes people change the location of their search engine- if they know where a particular source is located.

There is a hypocrisy to it though. We may be desperate ourselves and be so grateful to have a source confirmed by someone but, we may then be reluctant to go on to share it with others. I'm sorry though. I remember how desperate I felt.
 
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elenaboo25

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Oct 19, 2025
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People are suspicious of new users, certainly. I'm sure there must be law enforcement on here- posing as regular members for one.

Also, bear in mind that in many countries, it's illegal to assist a suicide. I imagine the law is kind of blurry when it comes to what constitutes assisting. I've not heard of people being prosecuted here but, I suppose it's not impossible.

We also don't know what people's families are like. We don't really know much about the person themselves either. They could be a minor and simply lied to create an account. Some families are so devastated by a suicide that they go on a lynching mission against the site. If they are able to find out who gave their loved one a source- I doubt they'll be too kind to them.

Plus, like everyone else has mentioned, so many sources have ended up compromised.

I actually don't know of the sources available now asides from the abreviations people use. Some say there is enough hints in threads to track them down still. I believe sometimes people change the location of their search engine- if they know where a particular source is located.

There is a hypocrisy to it though. We may be desperate ourselves and be so grateful to have a source confirmed by someone but, we may then be reluctant to go on to share it with others. I'm sorry though. I remember how desperate I felt.
Laws vary widely from one country to another. In countries where it is illegal to assist a suicide, the definition of that also varies from one country to the next. I would suggest that people look up the relevant law for the country they are in.
 
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eternalpace

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Oct 18, 2025
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Not having a clear answer to obtaining SN is partly due to the bad side of human nature. When people know that something is a high commodity and in desperate need, many will create scams that take advantage of others' desperation. It's one of many scams in life that make a quick buck while taking advantage of others. At this point, I wouldn't trust any posted source of SN. You'd accomplish nothing but surrendering your money.
 
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