Why is this so difficult?

[iltloml]

Got a great spot to jump from, but it would definitely get media attention and that's the last thing I would want.

Got SN at home. I have quiet a few doubts about it as far being able to survive it and have consequences because of it.

Could by a gun. But I would probably miss and and end up a carrot.

Could hang myself or just end up a tomato.

I need to die like yesterday. I can't take another of this but why is this so difficult? Why can't we just go to sleep and never wake for crying out loud. This world is cruel to people who do not wish to exist anymore.

 

[Worndown]

Usually, life tries to stay alive another day.
It is not easy to go. The hundreds here are a testimony to that.
An observation, hanging and SN are probably the best if you have at least 30 minutes alone after you start.

 

[bipolar22]

because the brain of any living thing is programmed to survive no matter what. its stupid. Just as stupid as life in general.

 

[Hollowillow]

Got a great spot to jump from, but it would definitely get media attention and that's the last thing I would want.

Got SN at home. I have quiet a few doubts about it as far being able to survive it and have consequences because of it.

Could by a gun. But I would probably miss and and end up a carrot.

Could hang myself or just end up a tomato.

I need to die like yesterday. I can't take another of this but why is this so difficult? Why can't we just go to sleep and never wake for crying out loud. This world is cruel to people who do not wish to exist anymore.

It's difficult because pain triggeted your SI. The fight ir flight is powered by adrenalin rushes (what dumb psys call anxiety). It unleashes reserves of fuel to give you a super power boost. That's why they inject adrenalin in people dying if allergies... Or in the heart of dead people to revive them?

So yeah, we get exhausted from making it nonstop. It makes us survive anything.

Meanwhile oblivious dumbasses slip in bathroom all relaxed & die.

Go take selfies near a cliff or something? Those people die easily too...

Lucky dumbasses

 

[iltloml]

It's difficult because pain triggeted your SI. The fight ir flight is powered by adrenalin rushes (what dumb psys call anxiety). It unleashes reserves of fuel to give you a super power boost. That's why they inject adrenalin in people dying if allergies... Or in the heart of dead people to revive them?

So yeah, we get exhausted from making it nonstop. It makes us survive anything.

Meanwhile oblivious dumbasses slip in bathroom all relaxed & die.

Go take selfies near a cliff or something? Those people die easily too...

Lucky dumbasses

You are actually not kidding with that one. It amazes me how many people die taking selfies or doing something like that.

Imagine if we could swap spots with the people who wanted to live, and take out the people who are in their misery. That would be something.

 

[theboy]

For better or for worse, the SI is always with us.

 

[iltloml]

For better or for worse, the SI is always with us.

Well the dark side is always with me to so I guess they are going to have to square off at some point.

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course many people have succeeded with SN. If it was so risky then there wouldn't be so many people trying to obtain it on here. I think that if I had SN I would be relieved. It sounds pretty reliable.

But I understand your frustrations. We live in a pro suffering society that makes it as difficult for us to die as possible. The fact that suicide is difficult for me is the reason as to why I'm still alive. I fear methods failing, it sounds horrifying ending up in a worse condition.

Falling asleep and never waking again would certainly be ideal, if only dying is as easy as just wishing to be gone but unfortunately that is not the reality. They shouldn't make suicide so difficult as after all there is really nothing wrong with deciding to exit at a time of our own choosing.
Where is the value in suffering until old age just to die eventually anyway and be forgotten. I would rather ctb to prevent all future problems that I would have to face if I stayed alive. I actually see life itself as being the problem which is why the only solution for me is to die.

 

[Hollowillow]

You are actually not kidding with that one. It amazes me how many people die taking selfies or doing something like that.

Imagine if we could swap spots with the people who wanted to live, and take out the people who are in their misery. That would be something.

Yes, life is so unfair. Mother, wife, many kids, great job, loved in community... Bam cancer. I have nothing but abuse my body survives death. Even death rejects me!

 

[makethepainstop]

Let me be the first to tell you, you are not alone. I want out of here so bad......I'm working on it.

 

[Petunia]

I came to this site because I thought it could help me find a way out, but the majority of the posts I see are just about unhappy people and lists of all the ways that don't work. I understand that even here you can't just give out names of dealers or directions on how to but if not here, then where can I find a way out that wont leave me a veg?

 

[iltloml]

I came to this site because I thought it could help me find a way out, but the majority of the posts I see are just about unhappy people and lists of all the ways that don't work. I understand that even here you can't just give out names of dealers or directions on how to but if not here, then where can I find a way out that wont leave me a veg?

There is a lot of pro-lifers on here doing a lot of fear mongering. It's easy because nobody wants to die in pain or end up a vegetable. So people are looking for that method that doesn't exist. Go to bed and never wake up. Unfortunately it takes a whole lot more than that.