Help Why is life so hard?

[oxymoron]

Finding the will to live is the hardest thing in my life. It's a vicious cycle I'm stuck in. A hamster on a wheel. Only present here cos I cannot overcome my SI.

 

[ericwilkinson]

What do you find hard about life in particular?

 

[oxymoron]

What do you find hard about life in particular?

Dealing with my issues

Tinnitus
MDD
BPD
IBS

To name a few.

 

[BPD_LE]

Dealing with my issues

Tinnitus
MDD
BPD
IBS

To name a few.

BPD say no more. Life's shit. Hugs to you.

 

[oxymoron]

BPD say no more. Life's shit. Hugs to you.

Yeah. Crippling the fuck out of my mind

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Because life is a struggle against Entropy and the house always wins

 

[Sunset Limited]

I had to choose between being a salaried slave and dying. Now im here. If you don't have a lot of money, you sell your time and energy. That's the rule of life. What do I do with money if I'm not free? The world is like a forced labor camp for most of us. Really boring and lousy place. I can tolerate hunger, but no injustice. I refuse this abuse.

 

[Jolene40]

We are really no better or superior to animals in the wild fighting for survival. We have just convinced ourselves that we are quite far removed from the laws of nature and instinctual drives. It's just the same for us; just more complex due to our higher intelligence.

 

[Sunset Limited]

We are really no better or superior to animals in the wild fighting for survival. We have just convinced ourselves that we are quite far removed from the laws of nature and instinctual drives. It's just the same for us; just more complex due to our higher intelligence.

Exactly! Since we have defeated nature with our minds, our rationales and our instincts have been at war. Perhaps we are the transitional form between Nietzsche's "higher human" and primitive man. Maybe a step before extinction. I do not know.

 

[Sweet emotion]

I have tinnitus as well. It will literally drive you insane. You can't sleep or concentrate on anything. I also have Complex Regional Pain Syndrome which is the highest ranking pain condition in medical history. I never imagined my life being like this. Living is absolute hell and I can't wait until I get the nerve to end it. It's just a matter of time.

 

[lymbo]

I have tinnitus as well. It will literally drive you insane. You can't sleep or concentrate on anything. I also have Complex Regional Pain Syndrome which is the highest ranking pain condition in medical history. I never imagined my life being like this. Living is absolute hell and I can't wait until I get the nerve to end it. It's just a matter of time.

l have cronc payn too , whats your ,ethod of cholse to ctb

 

[lymbo]

Took the words out my mouth. Whats the point of coming to this world, just to do 20 years of school, followed by another 40-50 years of slavery style work?? Not to mention all the other endless efforts involved (chores, commuting, hygiene, responsibilities, etc.), and health/ relationship stress, just to eventually become old, sick and die after all that invested effort. Then after you die, everything is completely blank and forgotten, as if nothing ever even happened or took place at all. Its so pointless and requires wayyyy more effort than it is even worth it in the end. And then whoever finally see's through this bullshit and starts to feel depressed, and doesn't want to participate, society simply labels them with "mental issues" or "needs help". Sometimes we are left with no choice but to CTB. We just want peace and out of some lifestyle that contains a lot of bullshit torture

exactly how 'l feel for a long tyme and lm only 31. everyday l say to my mother how l wysh never to have been born to thsy nasty place, lts shame coz earth ys a nyce place but the human nature ys evll and greedy that makes lt such a hellhole for 99.999999999999precent of people,and the thyngs u mentyoned study and work we are told to feel lucky to have thys''oportunytyes''

 

[sanction]

exactly how 'l feel for a long tyme and lm only 31. everyday l say to my mother how l wysh never to have been born to thsy nasty place, lts shame coz earth ys a nyce place but the human nature ys evll and greedy that makes lt such a hellhole for 99.999999999999precent of people,and the thyngs u mentyoned study and work we are told to feel lucky to have thys''oportunytyes''

Yeah its a struggle. If it weren't because I didn't want to hurt my mother, and maybe a couple friends around me, I would of CTB already. Life is BS for most. Some people are just more "awake" and realize it earlier. Theres a fair possibility I will just CTB by next year (2020) and get it over with. But of course a hard decision, but definitely looks to be the answer

 

[Nem]

Suicide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Severe sleep deprivation
Medical malpractice
Tinnitus
Severe depression
I should've killed the fuck out of myself already and I'm arrears for sticking around this long. IM A FUCKING RETARD!!!!!!
Peace/hugs

 

[lymbo]

Yeah its a struggle. If it weren't because I didn't want to hurt my mother, and maybe a couple friends around me, I would of CTB already. Life is BS for most. Some people are just more "awake" and realize it earlier. Theres a fair possibility I will just CTB by next year (2020) and get it over with. But of course a hard decision, but definitely looks to be the answer

nothlnh agalnst your mom or my mom for that mather but we dldnt asked to be poped out to thys world, the result of two horny people gettng a good tlme, we dont owe nothyng to them to feel ashamed that we want to ctb whyle they are styll here

 

[schopenh]

Perhaps you should read some Schopenhauer. Simply being a human (what this entails physiologically) is basically equivalent to being a suffering machine. Joy are the brief moments where we are absent of some form of suffering. Most are lucky enough not to possess the critical thinking and self reflection skills to see beyond daily struggles and question and fully appreciate the innate lack of a deeper meaning in anything we do.
Life is difficult by definition. It is an engagement between a sentient being programmed to suffer with an environment which structurally encourages the suffering. There is no off switch.

 

[sanction]

nothlnh agalnst your mom or my mom for that mather but we dldnt asked to be poped out to thys world, the result of two horny people gettng a good tlme, we dont owe nothyng to them to feel ashamed that we want to ctb whyle they are styll here

You are completely right about this. I have also made a similar comment in another thread a while ago. Thats why its such a BS torture. On one hand we're pissed at our parents for bringing us into this world just to go through all this BS, and then on the other hand we need to also stress with the thought and reality of hurting them when we finally decide to CTB. Its like..... fuckkkkkkkkkkk

 

[lymbo]

we are pretty cornered here, and as humans there ys an end poynt where we suffered enough and mother or no mother we say no more lm out!

 

[lymbo]

Took the words out my mouth. Whats the point of coming to this world, just to do 20 years of school, followed by another 40-50 years of slavery style work?? Not to mention all the other endless efforts involved (chores, commuting, hygiene, responsibilities, etc.), and health/ relationship stress, just to eventually become old, sick and die after all that invested effort. Then after you die, everything is completely blank and forgotten, as if nothing ever even happened or took place at all. Its so pointless and requires wayyyy more effort than it is even worth it in the end. And then whoever finally see's through this bullshit and starts to feel depressed, and doesn't want to participate, society simply labels them with "mental issues" or "needs help". Sometimes we are left with no choice but to CTB. We just want peace and out of some lifestyle that contains a lot of bullshit torture

proton, when do you plan to ctb

 

[MariV]

i also have tinnitus...i feel you. people who dont have it cant imagine what a torture it is. i would cbt if it wasnt for my parents :( i hope you all find peace

 

[Wayfaerer]

Because people make it more difficult for others than it needs to be.

 

[lymbo]

soros and the rest of the satanic globalists

 

[XYZ]

soros and the rest of the satanic globalists

Soros is literally last on my list of why life is so hard. Thx for the chuckle

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I made it hard. Just made stupid decitions.

 

[sanction]

proton, when do you plan to ctb

Wow... can't believe its been almost a year already, looking at my last post on this thread. Damn eh?? I don't know. Its still on my mind every now and then. What about you? The only reason I'm still alive at this point its because its such a difficult thing to go through. If it were any easier, I'd be gone a longggg time ago. I'm sure too many people can relate to this. But anyways, life is just not worth all the struggles and hassles at the end of the day for at least 90% of the world population. But what can we do? Humans are just animals, that just naturally keep creating and giving birth to more beings non-stop. At least I'm definitely not taking part in that

 

[lymbo]

Wow... can't believe its been almost a year already, looking at my last post on this thread. Damn eh?? I don't know. Its still on my mind every now and then. What about you? The only reason I'm still alive at this point its because its such a difficult thing to go through. If it were any easier, I'd be gone a longggg time ago. I'm sure too many people can relate to this. But anyways, life is just not worth all the struggles and hassles at the end of the day for at least 90% of the world population. But what can we do? Humans are just animals, that just naturally keep creating and giving birth to more beings non-stop. At least I'm definitely not taking part in that

honestly,your views about society and our place ln it are the closest to what ls on my my mind for a long time, and lm on SS for mmore than a year. Thats why l decided to check out how you are doing, would like to get to know you more, PM lf you want

 

[Superdeterminist]

Good question, I'm always wondering the same. I really think it's one of the most important questions ever. Not sure if we'll ever be able to answer it adequately...