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_Alfarooq_

_Alfarooq_

Useless bastard almost making the decision to CTB.
Jul 24, 2023
291
I don't know if it's just me, but I find so much peace and tranquility in thinking about CTB and daydreaming about scenarios that involve it, and its so mind blowing to hear about someone's CTB attempts. I just love it, its so relaxing and leads to the fact that death is a joke and is a choice.
 
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Lulzacruel

Lulzacruel

Specialist
Jun 13, 2023
336
you like the decision to CTB because it gives you a glimpse into the void.

very blissful i'd say!

or you could just go to Dis and get killed a million times ;(
 
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The depresionator

Member
Aug 2, 2023
25
Final escape and a message to everyone that knew you how you really felt about it all. You're making a decision of life on your own terms, but tell that to anyone and off to the psych ward you go!
 
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sickbeyondmeasure

Member
May 17, 2023
56
It's the opposite for me, the unknown scares me, especially for the possibility of a Hell. But reading NDEs are a bit reassuring.
 
Eternal Sleep!

Eternal Sleep!

Thinking of CTB because of f*cking RSI!
May 13, 2023
145
It's peaceful because death ends all pain and suffering! If your suicidal you have a strong preoccupation with death, which is totally normal because the hell you're in will finnaly end (if you commit suicide) and will be replaced with inner peace!
It's the opposite for me, the unknown scares me, especially for the possibility of a Hell. But reading NDEs are a bit reassuring.
Hell doesn't exist, it's all fictional!
Governments used heaven and hell to get control over people. All it is is fear mongering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,922
The way you feel certainly is understandable. I very strongly believe death to be eternal non-existence and for me that's the only relief and comfort in this dreadful reality where there is unlimited potential to suffer endlessly. To me suicide will always mean safety from suffering and freedom from harm as it's taking control over our inevitable fate, only the true relief of non-existence appeals to me personally, peace for me only exists in this existence being permanently forgotten about.
 
XenoPyo

XenoPyo

ėˆˆģ„ ź°ģž
Aug 16, 2023
47
I believe its because its the one thing we have control over in our lives.
 
SpiderLink

SpiderLink

they/them
Apr 3, 2023
362
I don't know if it's just me, but I find so much peace and tranquility in thinking about CTB and daydreaming about scenarios that involve it, and its so mind blowing to hear about someone's CTB attempts. I just love it, its so relaxing and leads to the fact that death is a joke and is a choice.
It's not just you. It's actually considered a suicidal sign, because you feel better that your pain will end. It's a calm sense of relief
 
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