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Dry-Finding7733
Expect disappointment and never be disappointed
- Feb 1, 2023
- 48
I first joined this community/forum in hopes of finding a detailed way to off myself. The hope of being surrounded by people who understand and don't gatekeep information about how to kill yourself. I've been here for two weeks trying to find a source to purchase the required materials for the SN method. I have acquired everything required already except for the SN itself. But we can't simply ask someone where to purchase it from, can we? No, we have to go on a week-long hunt to finally find DD or DE just for the site to be out of stock for each SN size. Like, can't a guy who pursues killing himself be allowed to do so without anyone gatekeeping their "trade secrets." Like, what the fuck is the point of knowing where to buy SN if 1. you're not going to use it, and 2, you gatekeep the information and prolong others' suffering. All I want to do is drink a fucking drug cocktail, go to sleep, and never wake up again. But now, I'm doing the exact opposite by spending hours a day scouring the clearnet and dark web for a source of SN that doesn't cost me nearly $150 in shipping and run the risk of having it sent to my college.
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