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madnessreturns

madnessreturns

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Aug 30, 2026
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i'm trying to come up with some kind of plan but damn it's so fucking hard. SN might be doable but I don't even know where to begin with that. this is driving me crazy i need to be gone from here asap. I wish I lived in europe so I could do an assisted suicide. but no I live in fucking dumbass america. kill me now
 
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Well, as animals, we're designed to survive, so it can be hard to find a way to die that isn't physically painful. There's also the psychological element. Most people have a survival instinct, which means that your brain tries to "save" you when it detects that you're close to death. It's a primitive instinct, and not something you can control easily. For me the psychological element is the most annoying; it constantly stops me from going through with my desires and plans. I really understand where you're coming from though, and I wish you the best :)
 
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madnessreturns

madnessreturns

currently in hell
Aug 30, 2026
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Well, as animals, we're designed to survive, so it can be hard to find a way to die that isn't physically painful. There's also the psychological element. Most people have a survival instinct, which means that your brain tries to "save" you when it detects that you're close to death. It's a primitive instinct, and not something you can control easily. For me the psychological element is the most annoying; it constantly stops me from going through with my desires and plans. I really understand where you're coming from though, and I wish you the best :)
I appreciate you, thank you
 
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I wish dying is easy too. *sigh* 😞
 
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FuneralCry

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It truly is such terrible extreme cruelty how humans have made it inaccessible to die painlessly, all that these people want is for others to be tortured in this existence for as long as possible, it truly is the most horrific prison anti-suicide world where humans are forced to suffer, I understand as all I want is to cease existing peacefully and never suffer again, I just want peace from this terrible, torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake.
 
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