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lost_one

lost_one

Once
Nov 3, 2024
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I am tired, life is pain. I want to die so much, I want to scream. I hate myself so much.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,515
I really understand, I also feel so tired of it all and I see it as so cruel how there isn't the option to just painlessly cease existing with no more suffering as all I want is to never exist ever again, all I hope for is eternal sleep where all is forgotten, I also just really wish to cease existing, I also find it so painful to suffer in this existence, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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lost_one

lost_one

Once
Nov 3, 2024
183
I really understand, I also feel so tired of it all and I see it as so cruel how there isn't the option to just painlessly cease existing with no more suffering as all I want is to never exist ever again, all I hope for is eternal sleep where all is forgotten, I also just really wish to cease existing, I also find it so painful to suffer in this existence, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
Thank you, me too. I don't belive in heaven or anything like that, but I genuinely wish it does not exist, cause dying, only to have to go back to existing sounds horrible to me.
 
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darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
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I am very sorry that you are feeling so bad
sending you hugs and love 🫂❤️
 
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