SadGirl
Specialist
- Mar 24, 2019
- 334
Is there any reason for not giving up and doing ctb? Any friends, family, parents ?? I wanted to commit ctb, but I can't leave my mother in this filthy world, she needs me, and I'm only here because of her.
Kudos for you for being the light of the world for her. Such acts are truly noble. She is your raison d'être.I wanted to commit ctb, but I can't leave my mother in this filthy world, she needs me, and I'm only here because of her.
Can you tell me what is SI I'm new around here Spanish speaker ThanksTrying.
SI is hard to overcome.
A psychiatric clinic seems to be more suitable for you, have you thought? I'm thinking of going in a while, so I can disappear for a while. I think I will go soon, at least to contain my desire to ctb a little, I cannot die now.I don't know. I know I'd rather be dead. I resent having to kill myself to be rid of these feelings. I think I would actually have a better life if I was locked away from the world so I didn't have to interact with it, but the only option there is prison. And that's problematic. I suppose I could go round the local cop shop and kick the shit out of one of their cars.