dragontale14
Sufferer
- Jul 17, 2023
- 41
I know two things: if you really want to die, you should cut longways and not across. I forget the second thing though lmao.
I want to be able to ctb in my own home, alone. Originally I was gonna OD on kpins and chase it with some alcohol, but now my guy isn't answering my texts for some reason? I'm trying again, but in case he doesn't respond, I also have a sharp knife...
So what's up with cutting suicides? I've heard that it works SOMETIMES, but under what conditions? Are there any OTC medications that thin blood/prevent clotting at all? Should I be in a certain position? I don't have a bathtub unfortunately but does that matter? I am asking urgently because I want to try tonight.. I used to be a cutter and I could just cut no problem but now I have no stomach for that and I don't know why...
EDIT: How deep do I need to cut, also. Do I cut one or both arms? Should I try to hit that artery in my thigh? Thoughts?
I want to be able to ctb in my own home, alone. Originally I was gonna OD on kpins and chase it with some alcohol, but now my guy isn't answering my texts for some reason? I'm trying again, but in case he doesn't respond, I also have a sharp knife...
So what's up with cutting suicides? I've heard that it works SOMETIMES, but under what conditions? Are there any OTC medications that thin blood/prevent clotting at all? Should I be in a certain position? I don't have a bathtub unfortunately but does that matter? I am asking urgently because I want to try tonight.. I used to be a cutter and I could just cut no problem but now I have no stomach for that and I don't know why...
EDIT: How deep do I need to cut, also. Do I cut one or both arms? Should I try to hit that artery in my thigh? Thoughts?