Ihavenofriends
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- Feb 26, 2021
- 31
I've been wondering about this for a while... why don't more people want to kill themselves? Of course I know the answer, survival instinct, but that is something that can be overcome. The further I live, the more I become aware that the vast majority of people are actually unhappy and unsatisfied with their lives. Most people's "good" is not really a state of feeling good, but more of a state of neutrality. And there are so many daily incoveniences and annoyances, as well as deep hurt that is just a part of life, that it's easy to see how life is more bad than good. People have to distract themselves with media, go to therapy, use "coping skills"... is it really such a stretch to say that life is actually very miserable? Of course, the difference between "normal people" and us is that suicidal people tend to live in a state of constant misery and not just common unhappiness, but is living a mediocre life filled with unhappiness, with brief moments of joy in between the annoyances really worth living for? Most people seem to choose to live not because they enjoy life, but it's what they've always done, so why not continue? The only reason I'm not dead right now is my own cowardice, my fear of death, but I'm hoping I can go through with it. Like they say, bravery is not being fearless, but doing things even when you're afraid.