So the reason I dropped out of school as a teen basically, and generally didn't achieve or do much in life was because I always felt too tired, too weak to do much.
That's why I also didn't do much exercising, sports etc, usually I didn't feel strong enough.
Most of my life I basically spend time gaming and lyinv in bed, sitting.
Not very healthy yes, but then again I often simply didn't have the strength to do much more.
Of course no dovtir took me really seriously, they didn't really do much tests if any. Because obviously a young guy can't have any chronic issues, problems or some illness they probably thought.
So they usually thought it was psychosomatic and because of autism or something. Or just laziness.
My parents of course thought I was just being lazy, so they beat me often for failing in school.
They didn't allow me to go to the doctor ever, or very rarely.
And they insisted it's nothing but good old laziness. So the doctor didn't really check either.
Since my parents thought I was just lazying around, they kicked me out.
Also I was several times in a psych ward, they too thought it was just depfession, psychological, could be fixed with therapy and meds.
Luckily I managed to get welfare from. The government, so I wasn't homeless y that long, and then lived in a home for disabled. Not because of chronic fatigue but autism.
But actually my biggest disability was always the fatigue.
The disability no one took seriously.
Still im lucky I got on disability benefits thanks to a merciful psychiatrist.
Still my chronic fatigue was still never really looked at, my hormones never really checked. They insist its psychological.
But that can't be, my body literally hurts often and, I'm often too tired.
Even when I'm in a good mood. Even regurarily exercising dfisnt make it much better, also exercising is hard when you're chronically tired.
Question is why don't they bother checking more than my mental health?
Whats wrong with doctors, why do they think any young guy has to be physically healthy guaranteed?
So it's either laziness or psychological.
They always say. And the laziness camp thinks of course I frauded the government by bring on disability benefits, because they claim I actually can work and live normally.
But in can't.
This chronic fatigue iscthef main reason I'm suicidal, oh and the lack of muscles, I might have klinefelter. I look a bit like I have klinefelter, but again, no dovtir takes me seriously, they say that can't be without checking.
Why?
That's why I also didn't do much exercising, sports etc, usually I didn't feel strong enough.
Most of my life I basically spend time gaming and lyinv in bed, sitting.
Not very healthy yes, but then again I often simply didn't have the strength to do much more.
Of course no dovtir took me really seriously, they didn't really do much tests if any. Because obviously a young guy can't have any chronic issues, problems or some illness they probably thought.
So they usually thought it was psychosomatic and because of autism or something. Or just laziness.
My parents of course thought I was just being lazy, so they beat me often for failing in school.
They didn't allow me to go to the doctor ever, or very rarely.
And they insisted it's nothing but good old laziness. So the doctor didn't really check either.
Since my parents thought I was just lazying around, they kicked me out.
Also I was several times in a psych ward, they too thought it was just depfession, psychological, could be fixed with therapy and meds.
Luckily I managed to get welfare from. The government, so I wasn't homeless y that long, and then lived in a home for disabled. Not because of chronic fatigue but autism.
But actually my biggest disability was always the fatigue.
The disability no one took seriously.
Still im lucky I got on disability benefits thanks to a merciful psychiatrist.
Still my chronic fatigue was still never really looked at, my hormones never really checked. They insist its psychological.
But that can't be, my body literally hurts often and, I'm often too tired.
Even when I'm in a good mood. Even regurarily exercising dfisnt make it much better, also exercising is hard when you're chronically tired.
Question is why don't they bother checking more than my mental health?
Whats wrong with doctors, why do they think any young guy has to be physically healthy guaranteed?
So it's either laziness or psychological.
They always say. And the laziness camp thinks of course I frauded the government by bring on disability benefits, because they claim I actually can work and live normally.
But in can't.
This chronic fatigue iscthef main reason I'm suicidal, oh and the lack of muscles, I might have klinefelter. I look a bit like I have klinefelter, but again, no dovtir takes me seriously, they say that can't be without checking.
Why?
