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Venting why does shit from my past always come back to ruin my fucking day

Leonard_Bangley39

Leonard_Bangley39

Hate life but scared of death
Nov 6, 2025
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i actually started talking to people online about the shit I've been going through and for once i was actually starting to feel better and considered not ctbing. then this anime in the discord group chat I'm in keeps bringing up shit i did in the past to clown on me and i fucking hate it.

i just want to forget all about it and never think about it again, but he never lets it dies. everytime i hear it it inside every corner of my mind like a fucking plague and it just ruins my day and makes me fucking despise myself like I'm a fucking loser
 
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