Why does nobody care?

[ghostgirlxx_23]

I have been thinking about committing for a while now and I have tried before but failed. I have tried to talk to my parents about if but they ignore me or say I'm selfish. My mom only cares about her boyfriend and their kids, while I get pushed to the side. I don't know what makes me so unlovable. I give everyone so much compassion and love but I get nothing. I just want someone who loves me unconditionally like I love them but it feels impossible. I'm just so tired, I feel like I'm going crazy.

 

[MrDarkness]

Same bro, I was cursed with a big heart but at the same time, I feel I don't deserve it. I hope life turns better for you

I hope you find peace in life or death

 

[FuneralCry]

The reality is that most humans are too self centred to ever care, you certainly cannot rely on other people in this dreadful world, I think it's best to avoid other people as long as one exists here as humans just very often create more suffering.

 

[SexyIncél]

Maybe don't love those weasels unconditionally then? Is this possible? Otherwise they see you as part of them

They call you "selfish". That means you threaten to have an independent self from them; they'd have to recognize you as external to them

 

[Rack.-]

I have been thinking about committing for a while now and I have tried before but failed. I have tried to talk to my parents about if but they ignore me or say I'm selfish. My mom only cares about her boyfriend and their kids, while I get pushed to the side. I don't know what makes me so unlovable. I give everyone so much compassion and love but I get nothing. I just want someone who loves me unconditionally like I love them but it feels impossible. I'm just so tired, I feel like I'm going crazy.

I'm just... Going through the same... I try to be kind to everyone but I have nothing in return... I have no one to hug, no one to love, no one to be with... And everything hurts me so much... So I hate it when someone feels the same I do.
Sending you love to wherever you are