Why do you want to die?

[Musiclover338]

brain damage from a failed attempt back in 2022 gotta finish the job now made my life worst by failing the first the first time

 

[Fvck_Society1337]

Because I haven't slept well for over a decade.

 

[Daxter777]

Mental illness, don't want to be a slave in the rat race. Lack ambition. Life is full of suffering. The list goes on

 

[avalonisburning]

A conflux of different reasons.

I'm mentally ill, which makes doing a lot of basic things more difficult than it should be. And it's not even really because of the mental illness itself. It's all fully manageable, I just don't want to get better. I don't care.

And even if I wasn't mentally ill, I'm still an aging burnout who can't stop wasting time and making bad decisions. I'm a soft, incurious person with no drive to do or create anything meaningful. Even in a more generous world, my prospects would be slim.

And even if I'm just being hard on myself and my prospects aren't as slim as I think, I see where we're all heading and what we're becoming, and I can't bear to watch or be a part of it. I'm not getting into politics, mainly because I don't really give a shit anymore, but certain suspicions I've had about the trajectory of our society have been confirmed at a rapid pace over the past year.

It's too much. I just want it to end.

 

[Young]

Because life has been unfair to me. I'm not saying I deserve the best things, but if I was given the right cards, I would try my best to be productive and actually enjoy life and family/friends.

 

[Fall_Apart]

Because first of all existence is based on an absurd concept that no logical mind could ever accept, unless it has been brainwashed into being deceived, believing in religions or pursuing useless goals imposed by human culture, while there is no end to how much pain and suffering one can experience every single moment of life itself, and then die, once again suffering.

 

[vivilies]

I've been suicidal for 17 years. Abuse growing up, made me really hate who I am as a person. I still hate myself. Now I have physical and mental illness, and no amount or type of medication has helped. I have no will or desire to live anymore. The world is a messed up place with messed up people. I can't even afford to live anymore.
I thought I was happy when I was with my ex, only to find out that he cheated on me with sex workers for nearly our entire relationship. He then told me that he hadn't loved me for 3 years before he dumped me like garbage. The false hope I had for a decent future was crushed instantly that day. That was 6 months ago, and now I'm at my breaking point. I simply have no desire to go on anymore.

 

[atrophy]

I do not see a bright future for me like normal people can for themselves.

There doesn't seem to be a point in living a mundane, penniless and depressing life when the end goal seems to be death.

The journey of life isn't enjoyable to me as it is to others.

 

[webb&flow]

Is it weird to say I dont know?

Certainly not! A lot of the things that cause us to feel suicidal, are things we do not understand; feelings we don't understand, emotions we don't know how to deal with, thoughts that confuse us. It's perfectly understandable to not know why.

But you don't have to submit to this confusion; I encourage you to think more about specifically causes your feelings, to understand just what's happening more. It is a confusing & difficult endeavor, but I think--at the very least--that it's something that just might bring you peace and clarity, the act of understanding, of finding coherence from all the chaos. I wish you best of luck through this process. Feel free to message me at any time as well, and I will sit with you and [I will try my best to] help you to understand why things are the way they are. Know that this is difficult and confusing, and you're not alone for feeling overpowered by this thing known as Life. Please take care of yourself, along the way, as well. I hope you are able to find the finest of understanding and harmony :)

 

[fkyou]

I think I've just been looking for a way with a high success rate so I didn't have to avoid certain meds and deal with awful consequences from oding on otc meds. My friend committing suicide was the catalyst. Showed me a pretty sure fire way to go.

What was the way?

 

[cursedlife]

Life is pointless and meaningless and just don't want to exist anymore

 

[Roadrunner]

Tired of constant "pain in my brain". Anxiety and depression.