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Unrequited love is a deep pain that cuts so deep and it doesn't stop. I am 26 now. When I was 25 I feel so deeply love with this 55 year old male work colleague. I loved how special he made me feel. We had fun times together. All my life guys ignored me and it felt so great to finally have a man notice me, care about me and always being there. I liked how he was different.
The man turned out to be an arsehole who was no longer interested in me after he got back together with his long term girlfriend who is in her 50s just like him and they have been on and off for 20 years. He even told me I was,"too young" for him and I should find a man "my own age". He said he "can't keep up with a 25 Yr old woman." Arsehole knew the entire time I felt about him and he discards me like me. He kept continuing to cause me soo much pain at work. It hurt so much when he called his on and off partner "his rock." I wanted to be his rock.
I feel like I am never going to find anyone nor be any man's special woman. I feel like I will never met another man to fun and exciting times with like I did with him.I really thought I found the one.
People tell me he is too old but I don't care. All I wanted was him. My laxative abuse and diet pill abuse came back after all the pain he caused me. I want to be numb again because I don't want to feel these feelings anymore.
@Sinkinshyp Sorry for your loss and Rest In Peace to your son.
@IneedUMama I don't understand how love is seen as this beautiful emotion and so romantised when really love is truly a destructive emotion that brings suffering.He left me.
I love him.
Unrequited love is a deep pain that cuts so deep and it doesn't stop. I am 26 now. When I was 25 I feel so deeply love with this 55 year old male work colleague. I loved how special he made me feel. We had fun times together. All my life guys ignored me and it felt so great to finally have a man notice me, care about me and always being there. I liked how he was different.
The man turned out to be an arsehole who was no longer interested in me after he got back together with his long term girlfriend who is in her 50s just like him and they have been on and off for 20 years. He even told me I was,"too young" for him and I should find a man "my own age". He said he "can't keep up with a 25 Yr old woman." Arsehole knew the entire time I felt about him and he discards me like me. He kept continuing to cause me soo much pain at work. It hurt so much when he called his on and off partner "his rock." I wanted to be his rock.
I feel like I am never going to find anyone nor be any man's special woman. I feel like I will never met another man to fun and exciting times with like I did with him.I really thought I found the one.
People tell me he is too old but I don't care. All I wanted was him. My laxative abuse and diet pill abuse came back after all the pain he caused me. I want to be numb again because I don't want to feel these feelings anymore.
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