RedDEE
Life sucks and then you die.
- May 10, 2019
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For me - I live with my Sister. I have a shotgun, and every night I consider shooting myself. But my Sister's been through tragic shit - her husband committed suicide by cop in this very house I'm living in now. I wasn't here when that happened, it happened four years ago, and I've only been living with my Sister a year. But it was a very tragic event for her, and she has been on heavy psychiatric medicine and hasn't been the same ever since.
I want to blow my brains out, but I don't want to traumatize her even more by doing it in her house. At the same time, I don't have transportation or any money. There's nowhere near me where I could take my shotgun and do it alone. At the same time, I don't want to die alone. I want a partner, so I could commit my suicide away from here. And so I can have somebody to comfort me in my last hour.
ANYWAYS - for those wanting to find a partner, why do you want a partner?
I want to blow my brains out, but I don't want to traumatize her even more by doing it in her house. At the same time, I don't have transportation or any money. There's nowhere near me where I could take my shotgun and do it alone. At the same time, I don't want to die alone. I want a partner, so I could commit my suicide away from here. And so I can have somebody to comfort me in my last hour.
ANYWAYS - for those wanting to find a partner, why do you want a partner?
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