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ilovebudgie

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It's incomprehensible. Waking up every day, I mean every single goddamned one, just to have to share a majority of my time and space with thoughtless zombies.

My bad, they do think. Exclusively about themselves. And if they stop for one second to look at me and recognize my shape as a human form they will use up the rest of their limited thought space to judge me.

How do other mentally ill people not kill themselves on the spot when faced with pointlessly difficult people. All day long I am faced with a difficult challenge: to not step out into traffic after interacting with another human being.

I try so hard to continue being mild mannered and polite but these days I am choosing to default to my rbf. You might as well not exist if you're not charming, attractive, or both. If you're quiet and ugly everything you do is wrong. And whatever you do don't be awkward cause that ruins the illusion that any of this bullshit called life makes sense.

Anyways that is all for now.
 
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mirror_mercury

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without conflict, humans cannot evolve
 
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liesabouthelp

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Feb 17, 2025
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without conflict, humans cannot evolve
what is this dismissal bullshit? even if you were right, theres such a thing as TOO MUCH. you can not evolve if youre driven to fucking suicide.
and youre wrong anyway. the conflict around the world is doing nothing but making people more primal. the world spirals towards fascism, completely unnecessarily. when in reality, we already have the knowledge to build a healthy world that can also challenge us in optimized ways.
 
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mirror_mercury

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Aug 25, 2025
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what is this dismissal bullshit? even if you were right, theres such a thing as TOO MUCH. you can not evolve if youre driven to fucking suicide.
and youre wrong anyway. the conflict around the world is doing nothing but making people more primal. the world spirals towards fascism, completely unnecessarily. when in reality, we already have the knowledge to build a healthy world that can also challenge us in optimized ways.
you are still alive, that is proof of your strength
 
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liesabouthelp

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Feb 17, 2025
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you are still alive, that is proof of your strength
false yet again. the reason im alive is because i live in one of the safest places on the planet, which gives me too much comfort for me to find the courage to kill myself from the constant, endless mental torment ive gone through for most of my life, because even the safest place on this planet is shit in the end. so its literally the opposite of strength.
 
mirror_mercury

mirror_mercury

Banned
Aug 25, 2025
98
false yet again. the reason im alive is because i live in one of the safest places on the planet, which gives me too much comfort for me to find the courage to kill myself from the constant, endless mental torment ive gone through for most of my life, because even the safest place on this planet is shit in the end. so its literally the opposite of strength.
perhaps you should travel a bit
 

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