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Lena

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Sep 26, 2018
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For example when they get the noose off is it because they didn't use the right knot?
 
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Lena

Experienced
Sep 26, 2018
280
I'm scared to fail
 
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Finallyhere

Student
Oct 30, 2018
139
The first time I woke up because the belt broke

The times I tried in my closet were because although I'd pass out on the ground, my body would naturally just try and get up. Basically there was slack on the noose so it allowed me to move and unrestrict myself, subconsciously
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Is there a certain way to do it properly? I only want to do it once and that's it
Peace!
 
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Lena

Experienced
Sep 26, 2018
280
The first time I woke up because the belt broke

The times I tried in my closet were because although I'd pass out on the ground, my body would naturally just try and get up. Basically there was slack on the noose so it allowed me to move and unrestrict myself, subconsciously
Ugh.
 
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Lena

Experienced
Sep 26, 2018
280
This is excruciating.
 
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Virgo

Arcanist
Oct 3, 2018
497
The first time I woke up because the belt broke

The times I tried in my closet were because although I'd pass out on the ground, my body would naturally just try and get up. Basically there was slack on the noose so it allowed me to move and unrestrict myself, subconsciously
What kind of belt were you using and what is your weight?
 
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dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
Survival instinct
 
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Finallyhere

Student
Oct 30, 2018
139
What kind of belt were you using and what is your weight?

I'm about 130 lbs.

It was a pretty crappy cloth belt with some leather piece for fastening. The leather piece broke off. Pretty impulsive and stupid decision on my part.
 
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rabid_squirrel

rabid_squirrel

Member
Nov 10, 2018
52
I'm thinking maybe also tie the feet somewhere?
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,364
There are a number of factors, the rope/belt/ligature breaking, the survival instinct where your body involuntarily pulls off the rope or whatever out of desperation to survive, not tying it properly and slipping out of the noose.
 
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Virgo

Arcanist
Oct 3, 2018
497
I'm about 130 lbs.

It was a pretty crappy cloth belt with some leather piece for fastening. The leather piece broke off. Pretty impulsive and stupid decision on my part.
So the cloth part didn't break?
 
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Finallyhere

Student
Oct 30, 2018
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