Lifewpain
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- Apr 28, 2022
- 12
Imagine there is someone you know who has a terminal illness such as cancer. And they're really really suffering do you ever tell them things will get better? No you don't ! Because you know it won't, you'll try to offer help and do your best to make them feel comfortable but despite all that you know that they will suffer and it's still gonna pain . You will not tell them to look at the bright side of things or that someone else is going through more than that. Now imagine this person wants to end their life (through euthanasia ) and although that makes you sad you understand that this is the best way, the best way to make sure that they don't suffer anymore and you tell them that (if thete is a other side you'll meet them there ). Why can't people understand that, that's exactly what feeling really suicidal for so many yeats is like. You've been suffering for so long and all you want to do is end the pain and the only way you can do that is through ending your life. Because no matter how much you're loved it doesn't go the pain go away.
For me the only people that ever matter to me are my parents. They're my entire life and I love them so much but there's not a minute that doesn't go where I can't think of ending my life. My dad has always told me that the worst thing that could happen to a parent is burying their own child (We had this conversation after someone we know commited suicide ) and I saw the aftereffects of that young girl's suicide, her parents were a mess and I don't want my parents to be in that position. But I just wanna be selfish just this one last time.
For me the only people that ever matter to me are my parents. They're my entire life and I love them so much but there's not a minute that doesn't go where I can't think of ending my life. My dad has always told me that the worst thing that could happen to a parent is burying their own child (We had this conversation after someone we know commited suicide ) and I saw the aftereffects of that young girl's suicide, her parents were a mess and I don't want my parents to be in that position. But I just wanna be selfish just this one last time.