Labyrinth
There is no escaping the burden of existence
- Jan 8, 2024
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Why do I feel like I will never be happy alone? I have never depended on other people, nor on their understanding or encouragement. It was always me for myself. What I learned, I learned on my own.
But the need arose to want someone constant by my side -- as if others could complete me. To receive and return affection, to share important experiences, to love to be loved.
Everything seems so complicated to me, there are so many prerequisites for this to happen. How to acquire preferable characteristics and maintain a functional life. Maybe I should accept the impediment and not fight for change. In an attempt to be self-sufficient without worrying about anything or anyone.
But the need arose to want someone constant by my side -- as if others could complete me. To receive and return affection, to share important experiences, to love to be loved.
Everything seems so complicated to me, there are so many prerequisites for this to happen. How to acquire preferable characteristics and maintain a functional life. Maybe I should accept the impediment and not fight for change. In an attempt to be self-sufficient without worrying about anything or anyone.
