Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

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I agree with the criticism actually. It's almost as if Evisceratedjester can say whatever the hell she wants. Btw what color ribbon do we wear in standing up for victims of mind control?
 
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Chinaski

Chinaski

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I don't know if you know but this forum was originally created by incels - there's even a sister forum with some really questionable and shit takes on suicide.
This forum has changed and has since deviated from that path - but that doesn't mean the mods still don't have to work endlessly to weed out individuals who wish to exploit vulnerable people here.
This latter aspect, and overall management of the site, has not changed any since the management passed over imo, you've been here six weeks and are dishing out potted histories of this site, who are you, like seriously
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

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Oct 21, 2023
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I'm sorry, but do you know everything that goes on this site?
I don't know if you know but this forum was originally created by incels - there's even a sister forum with some really shit takes on suicide.
This forum has changed and has since deviated from that path - but that doesn't mean the mods still don't have to work tirelessly to weed out individuals who wish to exploit vulnerable people here.

Also why would this post be focused on helping victims if OP themselves claims to be a victim themself? And I'm not coddling OP, I just think it's so strange that out of every post here people gather like locusts to poke fun at someone who went trough a clearly traumatic event. I'm not saying that everything OP says is true - I'm just saying that they have plausable cause to be upset - and people who go through these traumatic events aren't going to see it the same was as you and I.

People are quick to defend this site (which has had multiple threads of people contemplating homicide and will get radio silence) but are so reactionary to posts like OP, it's just really strange. This is the only site where I can vent openly about heavy topics (sometimes I really wish it wasn't) and for that reason - these discussions shouldn't excluded these topics either.
Okay, what does this have to do with my points though? Along with that, most of the criticism towards this site is mainly about it supposedly pushing minors to suicide. That's like, 90% of what outsiders complain about when it comes to here. The incel thing isn't typically the big focal point of people's arguments against the existence of this site. The creators of this site haven't been involved here in years and most people on here are very against misogyny.

Also, the OP never claimed to be a victim of sex trafficking, to my knowledge. When talking about their personal experiences they were mostly talking about their mother, experiences with the mental healthcare system, and some stuff about some teen girls being SA'd. They never claimed to be a victim of the thing they are ranting about (which is mostly stuff regarding sex trafficking done by Satanists).

While some of the shitposts due reference the OP, most seem to be random shit and are mainly focusing on the other shitposters. This isn't to say that I think it's right that there is a bunch of shitposting under this thread (I don't mind a little bit of it, but this is a lot) and I will acknowledge that I'm in the wrong for partaking in it earlier on. Still, no one is coming at them for their trauma. Any mention of them seems to mainly revolve around the conspiratorial parts of their post, not the parts about their actual traumatic experiences.

The reactionary aspect makes sense. They are literally throwing out all of these conspiracy theories out in a single post. I don't think anybody here is trying to be cruel or mean. A few jokes led to the thread being full-on derailed. That's it. It's normal and it happens.
 
Adûnâi

Adûnâi

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I don't know if you know but this forum was originally created by incels
It has long been my dream to have a male-only suicide forum. And the funny thing is that the females would agree, too? Seeing incels die, it's a win-win.

Along with that, most of the criticism towards this site is mainly about it supposedly pushing minors to suicide.
I support the children's right to a happy childhood AND/OR SUICIDE. Because it makes more sense that children getting fucked.
 
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Chinaski

Chinaski

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You need to put this in the Forum Suggestions forum if you want it to gain traction
 
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ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

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Oct 17, 2023
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I'm sorry for your experience OP, that is very traumatic, to be mistreated and abused by the people that were supposed to help you, to have a mother that made your life worse.

You've clearly suffered a lot through life and are still suffering the consequences of what happened to you. I understand you feeling so strongly about child abuse, society as a collective should care more, these so called professionals should be vetted more, there is a lot of things going wrong that hurt children and it is dystopian and hopeless to see that seemingly no one cares.

You have some strong views regarding 5g/6g, mind control, etc. I worry you may have been wanting answers so much that you accepted some answers that made sense to you but may be far from reality.

You clearly firmly believe that and I'm sure that is not something you read one day and it sticked. I'm sure I won't change your mind with just 1 post, but I wanted to tell you, kindly, to consider the validity of those claims. Just those around 5g/6g, chemtrails, etc, not the child abuse part, not your life history, none of those parts.

I know you want to bring awareness regarding child abuse, I think that is very important, especially as you were a victim of abuse. I think you can convey your message more clearly and more strongly by basing that message on your experience as a child, how you were mistreated, just like you did at the beginning of the post.
What derailed your message were the conversations about topics that are known to have been proven otherwise.

I encourage you to question those beliefs a bit, research more around them, you may find that things are not as grim as you're picturing them (regarding 5g/6g, chemtrails, etc).

I hope you're okay, as one can be.
 
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lionetta12

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I mean abused children, especially when they are from an poor household.

Here in Germany, you should think that government agencys would give a fuck about children. They don't.

I went to the police when I was 10 years old, because my psychotic mother who abused me mentally for years broke me so much that I just wanted to get away from her.

I didn't have an father, she raised me alone and she didn't have any friends, because she was just an crazy bitch when I was at my vulnerablest age-periods; as a child.

I say "she was" because she died of cancer at the end of 2018. Karma works. Although she changed as I grew older, I still felt relieve when she was gone for good. I was 21 years old at that time and became an full time alcoholic after that. I drank before, but then it really started. Also took opioids and benzos at that time.

Anyways, back to the topic of the government institutions who should protect children from situations like this. Just when I tried to take my life for the first time when I was 14 years old, they finally felt the need to give a fuck about me. But they treated me like shit. They yelled at me, and just treated me like Nazis treated Jews back then. At least it felt like that. Only when other adults outside of the "administration of children" was present, they would change their tone.

I don't wish eternal torture for anyone after they die (hell), but I hope those fuckers will get some sort of punishment for what they're consciously doing to already traumatized children. Treating them like shit until they kill themselves because they feel untouchable when no other adults are present. It's like raping a child, but on a psychological level. What could I've done at age 14 to deserve to get yelled at and called names like "lazy bum" by some government official slut? Instead of actually helping me, building me up?

This world is run by satanic forces, and Jesus warned that those who mistread children; it would be better for them that a millstone would be wrapped around them and that they would be thrown into the sea.

There was a guy who worked as a social worker in the psychiatry for teenagers. He just looked like he surely was doing cocaine (in retrospect I recognize it, I was 14-15 at that time).

I dated an girl when I was 16 and she told me that when she was at that psychiatry, she experienced how this fucker who laughed at me when they asked me about my dreams

(I said I'd like to drive motorcross as a hobby, because my uncle took me to an motorcross field and I enjoyed it very much. They probably laughed because I was poor and couldn't afford it on my own and/or because my cheap clothes looked poor on me) ...

Anyways, the girl told me that this guy touched 14-15 year old girls on their butts, tits and elsewhere in the sports room. There was an room for sport activities in the psychiatry for teens and since I knew the character of this satanist, I immediately believed her story.

When I reported this, they invited me to the psychiatry (I was 16 at that time). There was the female chef of the psychiatry and the dude who I accused. They knew that I had an weak character, and this guy just threatened me with an lawsuit, and that he would get the best lawyers. He probably would, this criminal scumbag certainly earned also money from criminal activities. Probably teen-porn too.

That shows me, that even the chef of the psychiatry was aware and they tried to intimidate me, framing me of false accusations. This is some freemason shit. That's the reason, why Hollywood and top tier personalities and politicians are involved in cases like Epstein flight logs.

And they want even the world to know that this is the case. They want to show that they can be pedophiles and no one can stop them, because above the elite only god could stop them if he exists.

With all that knowledge, I couldn't imagine how anyone could have the desire to bring children into this world. Everything is fucked. The planet is poisoned by everything:

Forever-Chemicals, microplastic, glyphosate, ultra-processed food, MKULTRA by 5G mind-control, chemtrails that contain aluminum, barium, harmful bacteria, and the list goes on and on, and they try to make it worse by the minute.

From their perspective, the planet and especially humans couldn't be poisoned enough. I think they really believe in Satan and follow his principals to the last. Extracting adrenochrome from scaring children which the CIA kidnapped is totally real for me. So many children in the US alone go missing without a trace every year. It's like 100.000 children.

Also, when an Cruise ship from Disney went from the US to south America and back (for children to have an fun time), an female employee noticed how at stops in south America at the harbours, children from south America got kidnapped and dragged into the Disney cruise ship. She was in shock and went to the press after she arrived back in the US.

Of course you've got to be careful, because those freemasons don't let it slip if someone points at their satanic horrors.

Even Doctors or scientists doing research on clean and free energy sources or an easy and painless cure for all types of cancer, they get killed. The plane, which should've brought them to an congress, crashes and no one survives.

We know about that, but there are people pretending not to know about this at all, of course mainly out of fear or because they are a part of the deep state. Maybe they are also an victim of MKULTRA.

Oh, and deep state? Yes. An former high-ranking US-citizen with an high salary and good social status quit his job and exposed that there actually is an deep state the US (so in other countries aswell). He didn't want to be a part of this whatsoever and quitted his job, losing his position and financial security completely.

The birth-rate in 1st world countries dropped in the last decades. How could that be if we are "advancing"? Surely there'll be many factors, but for anyone who knows about that deep state shit wouldn't want an child to live in this hell (secret police, an almost invisible state above the actual visible state which turns politicians into actors with no real power, just there for pure mass destruction. See project mockingbird.).

The least anyone can do to withdraw power from this satanic circus is to not have children. They will only suffer even more, because suffering is the most powerful tool for those freemason-psychopaths.

I'm convinced that they will never stop what they're doing, because they and their bloodline is mentally totally gone. Either they'll be removed which would be hard, on the other hand it would be easy to stop having children altogether because that's the free choice that we have.

Then they simply would have no people who they could mentally enslave.

I think it's important, because some day they might discover to technology to make already exiting people or newborns to live a very long life or maybe nearly forever when they figure out how to stop the aging process.

Yeah, they'll advertise it like ultra-processed food, vaccines for covid or smartphone. All of this is not good for us and smartphones for example just gives the elites more power over us. They can listen and observe us with those devices.

And with 6G, mind-reading allegedly will be very easy. If it's possible to play entire movies via the existing technologies on smartphones, it's not far-fetched that you can read thoughts with advanced 6G technology, which probably already exist today. They won't tell you, they won't tell you if there's an harmless and cheap cure for cancer, don't be naive.

So just imagine if they would modify humans so that they would live up to a 1000 years, 10.000 years or even 10 million years. So great, right?

If they would do it so you could have an enjoyable life for 10 million years, maybe. But do you think they would give it to you and us? For themselves, of course. But we just would be their slaves for millions of years, so they can enjoy their lives even more.

So, my advice is that no one of us should breed, before they figure out how to make us into indestructible slaves. If you blast your head with a shotgun, the cells simply reconstruct themselves. Sounds ridiculous and impossible, but people would say that if you told some people thousand of years ago that there will be airplanes, helicopters and rockets who can shoot us out of space.

When there is already meat grown in laboratories or even brains grown in laboratories which can play "pong", it's not far-fetched. Just look it up, they grow brains in laboratories, and you can purchase brains to do certain tasks.

For a final note on this rage-vent, my mother told me that if I get older, I'll understand how this world really works. I think this might be what she meant? Everything that I disclosed in this post?

I hope that this post doesn't get deleted and that whoever operates this platform values freedom of speech. If there are parts which are inappropriate, these could be deleted instead of removing the whole post.

I doubt that anyone will read the whole thing with around 1650 words anyways.
I cannot address anything in the second half of the post, but I can try to address the first half.

I was being molested and abused as a kid. I wanted to be put into an orphanage or for child protective services to get involved. But my mom who worked with children like myself, who are being and had been abused, told me that I'd be raped and abused in those institutions too. I did realise that she was probably right because there was a lot of news articles about this, and a few people in my school that I knew who were abused at home, kept being abused when they went to foster homes. I decided to keep my mouth shut for this reason because I didn't want to make my life even worse and more traumatic.

People who enjoy abusing kids usually choose hobbies or/and jobs where they are in direct contact with kids. Makes it easier for them to find potentional victims and preys. Certain adults take joy from abusing kids, and even animals and pets, because it's easy targets. This usually goes for people with an anti social personality disorder of sorts, for example psychopaths, sociopaths, etc. For them, it makes them feel powerful and confident because they are able to take advantage of and use someone that is dependant on them. Children and animals depend on adults for food, money, care, approval, shelter, guidance, etc. People with these disorders feel power because they can do whatever they want to someone whom they view as helpless and dependant on you and it's easier for them to manipulate a kid than to manipulate an adult.

Poor kids are targeted above rich kids because poor kids are not resourceful and a rich kids family is more likely to have resources to ruin your life or take you to court than a poor one if a predator is caught. Poor kids also don't have access to new fancy things, but predatory adults take advantage of that and might pay the kid in new items, toys, games, new tech, branded clothing, candy, etc. To gain the childs trust and to make the kid depend on them and also to buy favours from the kid. These are things that the poor kids family cannot afford, and the abuser is aware of that usually.

I worked in a kindergarten briefly as a young adult as an assistant and I felt awful when I saw how the workers treated these toddlers. I felt shitty and horrible the entire time I was there. Nobody got abused per say, but they were neglected by the teachers and the teachers had no love, care or empathy for those children. It felt so dystopian and fucked up. I knew that if I had a kid, I'd never let my kid go to that place. I quit because I have too much empathy and care for kids and the way the workers did things, I could not stand for and I couldn't do much about it because I had no say in anything.

I ultimately kept my mouth shut about my own trauma and the abuse I went through until I was an adult legally because then I didn't have to risk dealing with weird predatory adults within healthcare and law who seek out to use vulnerable kids. The best thing about being an adult now is that I don't have to worry about those kinds of people anymore since they are not interested in resourceful adults.

There's a lot of child and pet abusers out there, usually in places where a lot of pets and children are. My worst and biggest nightmare is for me to have a child and for that child to be abused by someone at their kindergarten, school, sports club, or even by someone in their dads family or by their dad. I'm scared of having a kid for that reason mainly.
 
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The same reason why people abuse and mistreat animals
 
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