greyblue_bian

greyblue_bian

2x Failed CTB Member
Jun 10, 2022
184
Is there even a reason??? I'm always curious about everyone else's.
 
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sadscotsman

sadscotsman

Member
Jul 2, 2023
17
Because I am:
  1. Sad.
  2. Scottish.
  3. A man. (FtM trans.)
:pfff:
 
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Grimpoteuthis

Grimpoteuthis

Your deep sea friend
Jul 1, 2023
85
I like dumbo octopus and grimpoteuthis is its scientific name.
 
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Water-Lily

Water-Lily

Enlightened
Dec 26, 2020
1,193
I'm not sure. I used to be known as Mew here (and some other names)

I've been a huge fan of ATLA and related the most to Katara. So I wanted my username to symbolize her bending (water) and added lily to resemble a lily pad. This gif of her crying (after being betrayed by Hama) and how she reacted in her rage speaks to me so boldly

I love you sifu Katara
 
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C

Crono

-
Jun 1, 2023
314
My name is from the character Crono from the game Chrono Trigger. I played this game when I was a kid.
 
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suicidalloser

Specialist
Jun 30, 2023
365
because it's all i am, always been
 
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firedancer232

firedancer232

New Member
Jul 2, 2023
2
dave matthews band was my favorite growing up and their logo is a firedancer :)
 
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liljeep

liljeep

wake up i know you can hear me
Jul 1, 2023
96
Lil Jeep by Lil Peep is one of my favorite songs by him.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,415
Because it describes the reason i will eventually ctb.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,878
It's named after my favourite piece of music Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary. The lyrics are about wishing for death.
 
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FormerlyFe(IV)

FormerlyFe(IV)

Snapped.
Jun 27, 2023
419
I played Runescape and had a username with Oxo- in it, but much longer

People in the guild I was in called me by Oxo.
I think it's cute and simple 💙
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,829
It's from Star Wars, Return of the Jedi- when Yoda knows he's going to die-

'Soon will I rest, yes, forever sleep. Earned it I have. Twilight is upon me, soon night must fall.'
 
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Grimscribe

Grimscribe

In Defense of Non-Existence
May 16, 2023
46
Zapffe is one of my favorite writers and philosophers.
 
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TransilvanianHunger

TransilvanianHunger

Grave with a view...
Jan 22, 2023
358
I was listening to Darkthrone's Transilvanian Hunger when I created my account. When I create an online account that isn't tied to my "regular" online presence, I tend to go for music references.
 
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SpaceEngineer

SpaceEngineer

A Friend
Jun 29, 2023
18
based on the protagonist from my favourite game, bonus points if you can guess!
 
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Sweet Tart

Sweet Tart

Arcanist
May 10, 2023
452
It's an old nickname for a cat I lived with but I think it also fits my disposition.
 
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weirdfishes

weirdfishes

Member
Jul 2, 2023
8
radiohead song :) makes me feel nostalgic
 
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F*cked_up

New Member
Apr 11, 2023
3
Because f*ck is the universal word that is recognized by literally all languages and it can mean both good and bad or anything in between. Maybe I'm schizophrenic 😎
 
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Stripe19

Stripe19

Forgotten Martyr
Feb 28, 2023
51
Even though its small, my reason is because "Stripe" is the antagonist of my childhood favorite christmas movie, and i remember going from being scared of him, to thinking he was cool, and the film as a whole deserves my praise imo. As for 19, thats my lucky number and name of the plush given to me a long time ago. Aside from it's pure age, that plush trex also sorta represents my siblings (dead) and i talk to it like it's them, somehow listening from it. It's been through all the hell i have and it's one of the few things i can truly count on. I value my childhood and past alot, and my user reflects that. Plus, it just fits right.
 
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Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

📜 Just me, myself, and I
Apr 1, 2022
363
I think I may have written about it here before - but I was into trying Ramune Soda during the time I made this account.

I wanted to come up with a name that described me as well as interested me. I tend to "bottle up my feelings" to the point where I live more inside than out.
Therefore, making me a message in a bottle.

You could also say the vast ocean keeping the bottle afloat symbolizes being lost and not found.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,508
I chose my username and avatar text - they are in Latin - because it describes exactly what I think.

Praestat mori, quam heac pati = It's better to die than to suffer this

This quote is attributed to Cicero.
 
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deadliftEnjoyer

deadliftEnjoyer

Member
Nov 9, 2022
44
I enjoy deadlifting

Images 1
 
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ares0027

Member
Apr 11, 2023
58
Whhen i was a kid, Hercules cartoon and tv series were a thing, then came the worms armageddon and in there was a team called The Gods which included Ares. He was also very cool in cartoon so when internet became a thing for me in 98 i have gotten my first email, ares0027@yahoo. Still use it today :)
 
wristcutangel

wristcutangel

What value is there to a life that wants to end?
Jul 5, 2023
167
Like cutting and the word angel came up in the song I was listening to. Combine them and bam, wrist cut angel.
 
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JealousOfTheElderly

Everything's gonna be OK
Aug 28, 2020
197
The elderly are close to death. Wish I was too. I would trade places if I could.
 
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sometimes.sometimes

sometimes.sometimes

Student
Jun 4, 2023
145
I picked out my username because I am indecisive if that makes sense. It is also easier to remember.
 
hag

hag

Member
Mar 29, 2023
80
Because I'm a witch of an old woman *cackles*
 
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schrei_nach_liebe

schrei_nach_liebe

Experienced
Jul 6, 2023
227
Cry for love, one of the best anti fascist anthems in history and one of my childhood favorite songs

 
ctb★prince

ctb★prince

villain otd
Jul 7, 2023
110
this account is a little dirty secret, plus my name, also can be nicely shortened to sena, very cool
 

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