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celtistan

Member
Jun 4, 2025
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Actually book opiates-cardiac switch cocktails are significantly better preferred over SN. The reason SN is more popular is because opiates arent possible to obtain for common people.

Note that opiates on their own alone are not a reliable way to ctb
 
RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

Specialist
Mar 2, 2024
351
Problem with access if I had one I'll choose it for CTB
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,201
Actually book opiates-cardiac switch cocktails are significantly better preferred over SN. The reason SN is more popular is because opiates arent possible to obtain for common people.

Note that opiates on their own alone are not a reliable way to ctb
What is contained in th cocktail
 
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lifeisbutadream

Elementalist
Oct 4, 2018
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Daphne

Experienced
Jul 23, 2025
275
Willing to bet most opioid OD's of homeless people are intentional
 
SomewhatLoved

SomewhatLoved

I now know the depths I reach are limitless
Apr 12, 2023
448
Opioids ARE lethal and dangerous, the issue is street opioids are not reliable and pharmaceutical opioids are strictly controlled in pretty much every country.

As you said, many people accidentally overdose. Thousands every year, it's literally become a health crisis. I come from a relatively "normal" family. My parents are divorced and my family has a history of alcoholism, but I guess what I mean is that no one in my family is really considered homeless, lower class, marginalized, etc. Even then, I have two close relatives who died from opioid overdose. My maternal grandfather and one of my uncles.

The truth with opioids is that if you take the correct dose, you will reliably die. The issue is that when people illegally buy fentanyl, usually what they're actually buying is a product marketed as containing fentanyl. Where I live, most commonly what you will find is a brown rock/chunk sold as "down". Sometimes in drug testing they find that it doesn't even contain fentanyl but other things like xylazine and artificial sweeteners like mannitol.

If you have access to a reasonable amount of pharmaceutical IV fentanyl, then yeah it's a great method. But shooting up brown shit you bought off of some guy in a shady part of town? Yeah, not risking that lol. You have a very poor idea of what you're actually getting beyond just trust and going by what it's been marketed as.
 
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Daphne

Experienced
Jul 23, 2025
275
It's hard to imagine just a century ago heroin and cocaine were legal in the west!
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,201
romanticize! Open your damn PM restrictions!
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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Drug OD is between 96-99% unsuccessful & theres a real risk you may wind up physically or mentally worse off than now.
SN is a very strong poison & is very very effective for the person who follows a plan that others have successfully used.
If we could get pure fentanyl then everything changes, but thats not going to happen.
I hope this helps you. 🤗🌹💔
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,201
Drug OD is between 96-99% unsuccessful & theres a real risk you may wind up physically or mentally worse off than now.
SN is a very strong poison & is very very effective for the person who follows a plan that others have successfully used.
If we could get pure fentanyl then everything changes, but thats not going to happen.
I hope this helps you. 🤗🌹💔
it is attainable.
 
closetoyou

closetoyou

Member
Aug 19, 2025
69
I get why SN would be preferred over opiods at least in a time where they were easier to get, but I'm surprised people are still out here trying to find shit like N in Peru or whatever when they'd just be better off using that energy to get opiods or nitazenes or whatever
 

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