Discussion Why are you still here?

[MapleS]

Why are you still here? What is your reason for trying/still existing?

For me it's my friend. They are an amazing friend. Accepting that I have a choice. My death would break him so I'm still trying

 

[OOUUneverover]

Why are you still here? What is your reason for trying/still existing?

For me it's my friend. They are an amazing friend. Accepting that I have a choice. My death would break him so I'm still trying

I have no friends. I don't particularly care about my family either. I stick around because I don't have a good method yet planned out, and also just in case anything interesting happens in the world. idk.

 

[boyafraid]

I'm sticking around because of I have not found the best method, and a good family friend will give birth soon. I backed out once from a method that I was almost 100 percent. I also attempted almost two months ago(did not have family friend in mind) but failed. There were things that stopped me in the past, but not anymore. After my good friend delivers her baby, I'll be back looking for more methods again most likely. Btw I'm glad you have a great friend! Sometimes that's all some people need to keep going (:

 

[Unlucky777]

My nieces
I'm going back to school to study a subject I LOVE
Healing from my traumas of my past

Despite these reasons for being here I also want to go. It's a daily battle of these forces

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

For me it's my friend. They are an amazing friend. Accepting that I have a choice. My death would break him so I'm still trying

same

while they're ok with me ctb'ing
it would still hurt them

 

[Proceed]

Pretty much just my pastimes/interests. Besides that I have nothing. Also not having the guts to die yet.

 

[KenDuh]

I'm too afraid to die, so I keep on living, but I don't like it, but also maybe my mother, idk

 

[qw3rty259]

I want to die soon. But seems like my situation has to be absolutely terrible for my mind to stop caring. I'm also sad that I have to leave my mother and cat on their own. The only soothing thought is that I'll also leave a solid sum of money for her. I hope she'll be alright to use it and will take my death like a stoic

 

[TorturedCerebrum]

I know my mom would be broken, and im too pussc to go through with anything. I want to graduate as well

 

[woofwag]

Riding out this last trip back to my hometown for the holidays. Then I want to do some shrooms and ket since I think my plug is finally back from his vacation. I also promised my bestie I would sew him a plushie so there's that too. And I need to write out all my notes physically. Always lots of things to do. But I do love my friends, and I want to make this as easy on them as I am capable of doing.