WHY ARE YOU ON THIS SITE

[Bigpink]

Place where I can say that I don't want to live and others understand

 

[Cathy Ames]

I've thought long and hard about writing this post, but I feel I need to in order to avoid anyone else getting hurt. I became a "member" of SS a while back. My purpose was to find other people who felt the same way I did - depressed and suicidal. Sadly, I'm worse off now than I was before. Not because of SS, but there are some people who come onto this site for the wrong reason and the end result is someone getting hurt. I'm not going to go into detail because I am so hurt I just can't talk about it, but please don't come on this site to use other people for your own enjoyment - it's hurtful and it pushes people over the edge. If you have anything ugly to say please don't. I can't handle it at this point in time.

That's terrible. I'm sorry that happened to you.

My reason: after lurking for a while to research methods, I wanted to reply to one of the posts and then realized how nice it might be to interact with people without having to hide my suicidality, which gets tiring and feels kind of dishonest and results in my pushing people away and ending up very isolated. Selfish reasons, I guess.

I agree - I was so happy and then realized why this individual had done what he had done. It's left me demoralized and I hate myself just that much more.

Please try to have compassion for yourself and forgive yourself. You didn't do anything wrong, and you didn't deserve to be mistreated. THAT person is in the wrong.

 

[Simba]

Sorry all that happen to you.

Also ,

Agree, but you can always block people here if you find them objectionable

Blocking a person is oks. So say they block said person ,said person may decide to go after another individual. Ok. So people are gonna have to continuesly block said person when and if they broke or violated the rules and if they keep on using members here then im sorry but said person shouldn't be here and idc about how you can block. Blocking doesn't make this go away. At all.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I'm sorry something horrible happened to you. If you need to vent or talk feel free to message.

❤

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not even know anymore. This site does not help me in anyway or make me feel better. Nothing ever does. All that I do each day is try to pass the time until I fall asleep, and I am trapped in this world as ctb is so difficult for me. I just wish to peacefully pass away and become nothing. I am tired of suffering. Being alive always feels so pointless.

 

[rationaltake]

I'm sorry you've made that experience here. I've sent you a DM!

Thank you for keeping an eye on things. I appreciated your posts speaking out against misogyny and transphobia.

I've thought long and hard about writing this post, but I feel I need to in order to avoid anyone else getting hurt. I became a "member" of SS a while back. My purpose was to find other people who felt the same way I did - depressed and suicidal. Sadly, I'm worse off now than I was before. Not because of SS, but there are some people who come onto this site for the wrong reason and the end result is someone getting hurt. I'm not going to go into detail because I am so hurt I just can't talk about it, but please don't come on this site to use other people for your own enjoyment - it's hurtful and it pushes people over the edge. If you have anything ugly to say please don't. I can't handle it at this point in time.

I'm sorry this happened to you. I follow your posts with interest and I know you really don't need this extra burden.

 

[StarryStarry]

Thank you for keeping an eye on things. I appreciated your posts speaking out against misogyny and transphobia.

I'm sorry this happened to you. I follow your posts with interest and I know you really don't need this extra burden.

Thank you for your kind words. I need them.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I'm not suicidal, just here to read up on methods.

This is why it's a bad idea to form any attachments in this forum. It's a great resource on suicide methods, but a terrible place to make friends.

I've met some nice people here

 

[StarryStarry]

I've met some nice people here

I agree with you 100%. I'm not going to let one negative experience ruin my interactions with other people here. I'm just going to be more careful.

 

[Nina1]

I've thought long and hard about writing this post, but I feel I need to in order to avoid anyone else getting hurt. I became a "member" of SS a while back. My purpose was to find other people who felt the same way I did - depressed and suicidal. Sadly, I'm worse off now than I was before. Not because of SS, but there are some people who come onto this site for the wrong reason and the end result is someone getting hurt. I'm not going to go into detail because I am so hurt I just can't talk about it, but please don't come on this site to use other people for your own enjoyment - it's hurtful and it pushes people over the edge. If you have anything ugly to say please don't. I can't handle it at this point in time.

Omg I'm so sorry you had this experience here. Sending love

 

[StarryStarry]

Omg I'm so sorry you had this experience here. Sending love

Thank you so much for your kindness and understanding. I feel like such a fool. Five months of my life wasted.