Discussion Why are you going to ctb?

[Mountaingirl]

I immigrated from Germany to Switzerland because of my husband. Short after getting married he cheated on me, now we are divorced and I'm still stuck in Switzerland. Also I've been diagnosed having cancer terminally with just a few months left. And I don't want my ex nor the cancer to win over me

 

[MatthewV3]

Loneliness mostly and no future for me.

 

[The Best Vacuum]

Don't really have any reason to stick around. I don't really enjoy my hobbies or get any enjoyment out of life anymore, so why stick around? No family, no pets, no friends, no significant other no real reason to hang around. I don't have some terrible existence on this rock like some users do, I'm just apathetic to my existence

 

[y'ffre]

I want to end my psychological pain and my misery.

 

[je.suis.prêt]

I immigrated from Germany to Switzerland because of my husband. Short after getting married he cheated on me, now we are divorced and I'm still stuck in Switzerland. Also I've been diagnosed having cancer terminally with just a few months left. And I don't want my ex nor the cancer to win over me

I wish you all the strength and luck to win your battle.

 

[Brianiskillingme]

Widowed in 2015 and since have had no desire to live. Just got out of a bad relationship with a covert narcissist. . Meniers disease make my left ear pound like a drum, all day all night, I cant escape. Crohns disease, you never know when you have to go. Finally MDD, BPD and PTSD. Yeah I am fried.

 

[Green Destiny]

I'm just not built for this day and age. I don't have the mind to take care of myself because of head injuries I sustained over the years. There's way too much going on in day to day life. People always taking advantage of other people, wouldn't take much effort to fool me and ruin my life.

 

[DunnoWhyButYeah]

Chronic pain etc. I'm soon using wheelchair, there isn't any hope left for me. My illness just continues and soon I can't do anything on my own.

 

[Shrike94]

Brain damage from an incident a year ago. Massive memmory loss and other problems

I'm just not built for this day and age. I don't have the mind to take care of myself because of head injuries I sustained over the years. There's way too much going on in day to day life. People always taking advantage of other people, wouldn't take much effort to fool me and ruin my life.

I know what you mean, having an injury makes you vulnerable

 

[onleana]

avoidant personality disorder. horrible suffering every day. in my case avpd is pure hell

 

[freevoid]

Chronic mental illness, chronic physical illness, chronic insomnia. Also, this world is absolutely horrific. Earth sucks balls.