Story Why am I unlovable?....

[Save_Me_Mind]

It's always the same, no friends, stuck in this dream, nothing feels real anymore. I just want peace. I've been studying all the time, I try to be better, I've had the mask on and off many times and nothing works, I just can't gain friends. It's unfortunate that nothing just ever works for me. I explain to someone my life story and then they either call the hospital/police on more or tell someone else.... I hate it, I lose every single time. Please just end me now, I am unlovable... Where's the gun.... Where's the rope.... the bridge... poison... Knife....

 

[hmskms]

it helped for a while to ask what i want from them, until it stopped working eventually. hope it works for you until you can figure out what should be done.