Venting Why am I hated everywhere

[TheHatedOne]

evil prevails everywhere... it's funny how I was bullied and name called in horrible ways, but I'm still the hated one now. Okay.

 

[Kennish]

I don't hate you. I don't know you, but you are surely a kind soul. We all suffer. In this SS society I like to believe we're all friends.

 

[TheHatedOne]

I don't hate you. I don't know you, but you are surely a kind soul. We all suffer. In this SS society I like to believe we're all friends.

I thought the same. Then recent shit happened. I don;t think the same anymore. In fact, I think the opposite now and a big factor in my decision to CTB soon instead of waiting to see if things improve until next year.

 

[Life_and_Death]

your thread explains exactly how i feel. its why i keep to myself now. ive been hated/bullied in elementary, middle, and high school, home, work, extracurricular, here. there comes a point where 'you' just decide shutting up is the best. im even slowly pulling away from the friends i do have, even though they reassure me its fine.

 

[RazzleDazzle]

At least you dont despise yourself. It is worse if you hate yourself more than others hate you. Trust me on that one

Self hate is the best kind of hate. At least I'm hating someone who deserves it.

 

[Kennish]

I thought the same. Then recent shit happened. I don;t think the same anymore. In fact, I think the opposite now and a big factor in my decision to CTB soon instead of waiting to see if things improve until next year.

If you had a bad experience here I understand. This should be a safe haven for suicidal people

 

[lostundead]

The hard truth of the world is that others have the same freedom as you do, hence you can't force anyone into liking or loving you unconditionally and eternally. But I can assure you, no one here who is genuinly suffering has the time or energy to hate you or anyone else.

 

[TheHatedOne]

,my fucking god punch me in the face already

 

[miserableforever]

I think I'm hated here as well.

Not by me I'm thankful for the little safe circle here.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Not by me I'm thankful for the little safe circle here.

it's not a safe circle for me anymore but it doesnt matter. ill be gone soon.

 

[Ashu]

I relate, OP. I don't have anyone except family. Not sure if it will be this way for the rest of my life or not. If I use the past as any guide to how the future will unfold, I'm fucked.

I love that picture, by the way, of the girl peacefully sleeping the great sleep on the crushed car roof at the bottom of the Empire State Building. I was actually planning to go searching for it on the internet recently.

 

[deflationary]

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but sure, i am the one who does this, go on.

I mean, that post is clearly referring to something else that happened between you two in private. It doesn't really amount to anything on its own. What is he referring to?

may i remind even this tiny bit?

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This is an unrelated joke from months ago. You have a Doug Stanhope quote in your sig, you can't pretend to be offended by that kind of humor.

but yeah i observed you're among the ones who supports that bully so there's no reason to try to logic with you either. let it be.

If he really bullied you, then I'm gonna apologize. It just doesn't seem like it from what I can see. I don't blindly support anyone.

 

[stellabelle]

What the hell did I do wrong to deserve this, what's so repulsive about me that absolutely everyone despises me? I wanna scream.

Plenty of us that ask the very similar question. Some people are just assholes.

 

[CogitoMori]

What the hell did I do wrong to deserve this, what's so repulsive about me that absolutely everyone despises me? I wanna scream.

Apparently I'm "intimidating" and "scary" even when I'm actively being courteous and helpful to people. I don't know what I'm doing wrong and nobody will tell me