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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
I know there is a user discussion megathread but whom did you know well on this site that you know for sure is gone.
 
WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,429
Well, idk if they are "gone", but I miss shu or as they were known as .CTB.
 
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Lily (Osako)

Lily (Osako)

Everything all at once
Jul 30, 2022
381
@Shu and @Theanswer
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Didn't even really know them, but I liked their vibes. I was comfortable around them.
They were compassionate, very intelligent, knowledgeable about many of the questions we have on here.
I don't know what happened to shu, but I hope they are both at peace.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,577
I don't know anyone at all, but I envy those who have left this world as they cannot suffer anymore. I don't see it as sad someone deciding to leave. This life is what is sad instead. The dead are now permanently resting and they are free from this life. They are lucky.
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,801
@Midgardsorm gone too soon, he deserved way better than the terrible hand life dealt him.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
@Imissyoumydarling is a lovely person. I know she is happy now in her afterlife.
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
theanswer, but just to get this off my chest because its' killing me and was very gutwrenching- we had been chatting and everything was fine.-- we had hit it off. Then shortly before her presumed passing, (I know we don't know for sure,) she became very suspicious of me. She had a very hard life and I think that perhaps completely understandably she displaced some anger onto me. She thought I was being sarcastic about things when I genuinely meant them. I have had a somewhat looming ctb date so perhaps I couldn't be there for her as much as I would have liked. She ended up asking me not to be on her goodbye thread. I can't help but feel guilty and well, basically s@@@ about it.There was no argument- she just genuinely believed I was being sarcastic when I made a complimentary comment. I feel crap about it and was going to keep it to myself, but since her passing this misunderstanding feels even worse. It's such a shame.

theanswer- you were a lovely lady who deserved a lot better from life than you got.xxx
 
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dreambound

dreambound

Student
Dec 14, 2021
110
i miss BPD..LE , i never knew her or comunicated at all, i wasnt even a member of ss at that stage,
however i miss reading her comments, & the unmistakable avatar & i hoped things would get better
for her....... It was a sad day indeed when she left
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
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I know there is a user discussion megathread but whom did you know well on this site that you know for sure is gone.
I didn't know him, but a trans was butchered during surgery, left in agony... I read him as he died (or she?) It was the first time I basically watched someone die. his comments stopped for 2 years, later the only replies were goodbyes. I shed tears... But I'm glad if he found peace. I should have ran but I've never seen so much compassion... So it was as poetic as it was heartbreaking
 
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No Entertainment

No Entertainment

Life is a once-in-a-lifetime experience
Apr 25, 2022
55
I miss weebster. The guy with anime profile picture who seems always asking random question, mostly about sex.
 
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Eternally Dottie

Eternally Dottie

Dreamer
Dec 17, 2021
191
I miss @GravityUtlizer
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
I miss a few people who left us this year.
My illness makes it hard to remember usernames but I remember their stories. Their kindness. Their struggles.

Especially one guy who was wheelchair bound, from the US (possibly California). He had acquired N with his family and friends supporting his decision and left in peace and surrounded with love.

I'm still really happy that he was able to do that, but miss him nonetheless.
 
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houseofleaves

houseofleaves

and this with thee remains.
Jan 14, 2022
550
@CloseFriendofCamus. I will never stop berating myself for not doing more than i did to help him — i mean, i tried, but it was insufficient. He was so hurt and lonely; and so compassionate — and smart. I think (sometimes i'm pretty much sure) that we will reunite in the afterlife.
 
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