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the_fail_man

the_fail_man

Failure, Outcast, Diseased - The True Leper
Mar 9, 2024
48
I would sure hope no body said that because it isn't. I have sourced... Many things. But SN is not easy, in the traditional sense.
 
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cursedbynature64

Member
Feb 23, 2024
29
I understand that before it become more well known, it was something you could simply order off of Amazon. Hell, their "people who bought this item also bought" even included other things needed for the method. Presumably it hasn't been this way in many years.

It's almost funny in a sad way, that for some other methods where the equipment can be bought from Amazon, they still show items that would have no other use if bought together except for ctb
 
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Six feet down

Member
Mar 22, 2024
48
I've been trying to find sn online since yesterday. amazon, ebay, local lab suppliers have nothing. I'm so frustrated and tired. could anyone please help me out with a source or give me any tips?
I Europe is it easier to find than i the USA.
You from the USA?
 
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Circles

Circles

There's a difference between existing and living.
Sep 3, 2018
2,267
Look not to make it harder on yourself but people need to be weary of new members. Actually SN used to be easy to find as you have mentioned. Here's the thing if most people researched on their own I'd bet most could find one source on their own. The way I've done it by searching on here using the search engine and I've found two that way including MDS whenever that was available. Another way is to use either DuckDuckGo or another similar search engine such as Startpage and type in 'Sodium Nitrite marketplace' or other similar keywords. Then you have to try to pin down which companies have rules about sending SN to individuals and only to other businesses or colleges. Though I remember reading one member who found a source where even though they only send to businesses/colleges somehow they were able to get samples of SN. I know it's hard, but you go to try to research more cause as most sources of SN becomes unavailable people are going to be more weary about sharing it to others.
 
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Thanatos

Outsider
Mar 23, 2018
357
I understand that before it become more well known, it was something you could simply order off of Amazon. Hell, their "people who bought this item also bought" even included other things needed for the method. Presumably it hasn't been this way in many years.

It's almost funny in a sad way, that for some other methods where the equipment can be bought from Amazon, they still show items that would have no other use if bought together except for ctb
This is exactly right. It used to be widely available and I was actually one of the people "lucky" enough to buy SN directly from Amazon. However over the past 5-ish years, it has become increasingly difficult to obtain.
 
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ihateearth

Member
Apr 1, 2024
88
America is sadistic. They want people trapped with no way out unless its through jesus and failed treatments. Even famous actors are using SN to leave this planet. I understand not sharing information with new people. Prolifers are watching. Journalists are also watching to write pathetic articles as if the people here are circus freaks.
 
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SylveonFan

SylveonFan

Krispy
Oct 23, 2023
49
I've been trying to find sn online since yesterday. amazon, ebay, local lab suppliers have nothing. I'm so frustrated and tired. could anyone please help me out with a source or give me any tips?
ive been trying for over a week now, still no luck for me
 
TiredTurtle2

TiredTurtle2

Member
Oct 29, 2023
93
Iv been looking for months now and cant find shit, maybe im just doing it wrong i dont know
i never wanted to hang myself but im getting so close
 
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unabletocope

Arcanist
Mar 13, 2024
456
Ebay prohibits the sale of SN worldwide. Its difficult to get a hold of to buy but I think the more European you go, the more luck you will have. Good luck
 
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ihateearth

Member
Apr 1, 2024
88
I looked up how to make it. Not easy as I'm crap at math and chemistry, but I found a detailed guide that's easy to understand and it has to be done outside or with a fume hood as making it produces a bad gas.

It's made using baking soda and one other thing so easy to get and in another way with two other ingredients, but have to boil the mixture or heat it up then let it evaporate into SN and test it. Buying SN is better of course, but it seems doable. There's forums and things online about it.

People use it for fertilizer and plant things. I've read about some taking pesticides to CTB. It worked, but I think that's painful. Hanging is painful amd if done wrong can lead to brain damage. When I read someone successfully hung themselves I am shocked and admire them. Ngl.
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Specialist
Apr 18, 2023
349
It's a matter of relativity. SN is easier to get compared to something like N, F or firearms in most countries
 
logi3535

logi3535

even in death, may you be triumphant
Jan 8, 2024
102
Yeah, finding sn on amazon and ebay is impossible. Try searching for sn in different languages with 'buy' in front of it, for example "kup azotyn sodu" or search for something like "buy nano2"
best advice that worked for me, i haven't double checked anything so i'm unsure if everything i found was 100% legit but it all seemed to be real, i'll do more research when my date comes closer, hopefully others have the same luck
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
18,937
It used to be easy to order it on Amazon but I got mine in November of 2020 so things have definitely changed.
 
LunarCharm

LunarCharm

I’m ready to go
Jul 2, 2023
73
I've been on/off searching on DuckDuckGo with little luck, but that also could just be me not putting enough time into it haha, I'm a busy person unfortunately

It used to be easy to find, which is why people say that. But now it's HEAVILY restricted.
no easy to find sites will sell to individuals.
I highly doubt anyone here will give out sources as well, they don't want sources getting shut down and the news loves to cover that kind of thing.
definitely spend more than a day looking, good luck to you, friend
 
SadTitan

SadTitan

Member
Apr 8, 2024
42
yeah a lot of us are on the same boat, its a journey, but its really the only method ive been comfortable with. legal to own, not painful, discreet. keep searching and I think it will be possible. the best luck ive had was on A, but the person was trying to sell it for very expensive.
 
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nner

Member
Jul 13, 2023
29
I'm in the same boat. But I think that the people who claimed it to be easy said that years ago. I think that now nobody says that.
 
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Anhedonico

Anhedonico

Member
Feb 16, 2024
11
In my own experience, to find SN in Spain was quite easy.

What is not that easy is to have the balls to take it and ctb. But that's another story...
 
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kaidatenn

kaidatenn

Hanging around
Sep 19, 2023
29
Kai have no idea about other countries, but at least here somewhere in Asia is easy.
Kai even got one from Kai's friend because Kai's too lazy to go out so Kai just ask Kai's medical student friend.
 
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Esokabat

Member
Apr 22, 2024
69
In my own experience, to find SN in Spain was quite easy.

What is not that easy is to have the balls to take it and ctb. But that's another story...
I am a relatively new member here but I am also in Spain. Would you help situate me how to find SN that ships from Spain. I am not from Spain originally but I speak Spanish and live here for about 10years now. Is there a specific search term I should use? Did you use a specific browser to find it? Any help would be appreciated. I originally wanted to get N in Peru but since I read a post about someone not being able to drink due to taste, I now switched my attention to SN. I regularly eat Himalayan salt crystals on their own as my blood pressure gets too low. So I think salty taste will bother me less than a strong chemical taste. I am planning to ctb in about a year, I still have a lot of things to take care of such selling house, paying mortgage, etc. Feel free to message me privately. Thanks!
 

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