who wishes they had never been born

[Darkover]

I wish so badly everyday I had never been born-I know there's nothing I can do about it now but I hate life so much it's so painful.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Life, for all of its pleasant and beautiful experiences, do not make up for all the painful things that one could potentially experience. If I had not been born then I would've been better off that way because it means I wouldn't have to experience the human condition. For Billions of years, I wasn't concerned with the fact that I didn't exist because there was no me to worry about that so I definitely wish it stayed that way.

Despite having had friendships, good meals, important and meaningful conversations and people I could enjoy so much of what life could bring, I'd definitely without a shadow of doubt wish I had never ever been subjected to any of this.

 

[ruru_241]

the main reason i'm glad i was born is that i met the person i love deeply. without him, i probably wouldve done it or harm myself frequently,,

 

[user56765567]

I honestly wish I was never born at all just because this place and the body that I've been given has failed me and put me through so much pain and anguish. I also am just tired of feeling like such a failure and having to be so alone and undesired by others in my life including my family at times. I just feel at times as well this world would have probably been a better place without me with all the unintentional pain I have caused others

 

[tarococo]

Hey, new member here!

Oh, the amount of times I catched myself wishing I hadn't been born. My mum should've healed first, her still having children even tho she has always been an addict was the most selfish thing.
I don't blame her for everything bad that has happened to me so far, but I can't imagine that my life would've turned into this mess if I just had the support and love of a functional family.

Spend half my life being depressed, I am such a disappointment, I definitely would've been better off if I was never born

 

[SpiritualDeath]

No human suffered the disaster that got dinosaurs extinct - we didn't exist at that time. It's simple. No existence no suffering. I wish I was aborted.

 

[Gonnerr]

We are here now in the matrix or universe whatever we can call it.

And it comes with a very strong code (SI) to prevent too much people dying and fucking with evolution.

Dont feel bad if you cant beat SI, this is one of the most powerful things in nature or a very powerful computer code if we are really in a simulated world.

 

[Morte]

There is no logical answer that is a good justification for being born. I wouldnt suffer nor miss anything positive about life if I hadn't been born, so life is a objectively useless/bad event.

 

[リンさん]

Hey, new member here!

Oh, the amount of times I catched myself wishing I hadn't been born. My mum should've healed first, her still having children even tho she has always been an addict was the most selfish thing.
I don't blame her for everything bad that has happened to me so far, but I can't imagine that my life would've turned into this mess if I just had the support and love of a functional family.

Spend half my life being depressed, I am such a disappointment, I definitely would've been better off if I was never born

Welcome to the forum! Sorry to hear about your situation. It's never easy to deal with addiction, especially if it's your own parents. Children are very powerless in such situations, which makes it even worse.

I hope you can find what you're searching for here, whether it's support or help!

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, of course I do. Only never existing is perfection as it's the only way to truly avoid all futile and unnecessary suffering in this hellish reality. It's cruel how people continue to procreate, such a thing just creates so much harm, I certainly hate how I was burdened with the ability to suffer with no straightforward way to cease existing on my own terms.

 

[asian.neet]

I'm never compatible with this world in the first place

I want to die asap if possible.

 

[Abyssal]

I don't want to live any longer, nor do I wish to cause harm to others with my death, but I don't regret living.

I feel like I have done good for others during my lifetime. I faced bullshit from others at a young age, so I have stood up for others who I see experiencing the same. I just wish I didn't have these memories anymore.

 

[Kit1]

I should never have been born. Interestingly my parents went to abort me, was worried about the stigma of abortion and as a result did not go through within. Abandoned me as a baby. Abused throughout childhood - and parents did take me back at age of 6 and there was physical and emotional abuse from them. Ran away from home aged 14 and was probably safer after that age than ever before. But this life was never meant to be for me.

 

[rhysion]

im glad I was born if only for the impact ive had on others and a select few moments that without existing with my specific history of context would not have felt so special, or have had meaning. selfishly however, i feel cheated somewhat out of impossible 'could have been' s. what if i hadn't been abused, what if id gotten my developmental and other disorders seen, heard, and accomodated? what if i had the energy and capability to actually dig myself out of this hole? there have been good moments, things im truly grateful i lived to experience. but id rather not anymore, because although the moments are precious and special the pain and distress and the price to fight for them present elsewhere in life doesn't seem worth it anymore. before at least i could say i hadn't seen enough, been thorough enough. maybe things would change. and now i see even though life might wear a gorgeous facade, i cant abide what's underneath. and at this point, id rather not anymore.

 

[Desp]

I wish I was never born. My parents would still be alive today because I would not have been a burden to them.

 

[ropearoundatree]

Definitely count me in. . .