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piddincir

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Nov 6, 2023
180
Hello SaSu,

I lost my wife and soulmate 6 months ago, I've tried to recover but it's not for me.

Like everyoneI want N for a peaceful transition.

I am recruiting people who want to hunt for N with me, Peru, Colombia, Mexico tbh anywhere. I can pay, flights n, hotels, flight home, if you speak Spanish that is a bonus.

Let's get to know each other first. This is a serous post.

Thank you you for listening
 
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Jorms_McGander

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Oct 17, 2023
478
I can't imagine that I could be an asset to you without Spanish and I hope someone can help.

There is a Partners Megathread here; that is for people who wish to meet and support others--did you post there as well?
 
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piddincir

Student
Nov 6, 2023
180
I can't imagine that I could be an asset to you without Spanish and I hope someone can help.

There is a Partners Megathread here; that is for people who wish to meet and support others--did you post there as well?
Thank you, I didn't post there but I will.

tbh, spanish speaking would be ideal but not exclusive my Spanish is ok
 
DefinitelyReady

DefinitelyReady

Life is definitely not a song...
Mar 14, 2024
892
Hello SaSu,

I lost my wife and soulmate 6 months ago, I've tried to recover but it's not for me.

Like everyoneI want N for a peaceful transition.

I am recruiting people who want to hunt for N with me, Peru, Colombia, Mexico tbh anywhere. I can pay, flights n, hotels, flight home, if you speak Spanish that is a bonus.

Let's get to know each other first. This is a serous post.

Thank you you for listening
I mean I can't contribute financially, but I could do research. I'd be in!
 
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Coffeehead

Member
Oct 16, 2023
30
i can speak Spanish, could we meet up in California (stuck in residential psych ward)? my friend and i would love to join, however, we also are unable to contribute financially.
 
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AnonymousL

Specialist
Apr 5, 2023
369
It's gonna be easier to acquire other things than N unfortunately

Good luck
 
piddincir

piddincir

Student
Nov 6, 2023
180
I am paying dont worry. I just want N.
I mean I was happy with nitrogen but I have the cash I cant spend before I die so yeah it would be preferable. ideally spanish speaking or happy to ask in the shops for me.

I am genuinely serious
i can speak Spanish, could we meet up in California (stuck in residential psych ward)? my friend and i would love to join, however, we also are unable to contribute financially.
deffo I live cali DM me
It's gonna be easier to acquire other things than N unfortunately

Good luck to
yeah I get that nitrogen with and SCBA would be my plan b and I am happy share and find someone who wants to find N with m , long shot but why not. I cant find it alone I know
 
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piddincir

Student
Nov 6, 2023
180
I was expecting better...
 
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Ctrl_Alt_DEL

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Apr 23, 2024
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I was expecting better...
What were you expecting?
This is a place with broken and mentally ill people lol not a travel budy or dating site
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,678
I think everybody here wants N but unfortunately not many people are able to actually get it. If I had the ability to travel on my own, I'd probably went myself and be dead long ago.
I was expecting better...
Same here
 
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Op, something like this is better left for the partners megathread.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
6,490
Are you planning on ctb down there in one of those S. American countries, or are you planning on trying to smuggle the N back to your home country?????
 
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Aprilfarewell4

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Apr 9, 2024
389
Are you planning on ctb down there in one of those S. American countries, or are you planning on trying to smuggle the N back to your home country?????
I don't think they're interested in smuggling, at least not to the US. I messaged them earlier but I don't have a passport and so I can't go. I think they just wanted someone capable of traveling with them based on what they said to find it. I'm not sure about any other logistics. I wish it would have worked out I could have really used it.
 
notevenhere

notevenhere

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Apr 27, 2023
99
I'd love to join you but I live in Asia and I don't have a passport...
 
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TheOnlychild1311

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Apr 26, 2024
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I speak spanish, I would like to help you
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
6,490
I don't think they're interested in smuggling, at least not to the US. I messaged them earlier but I don't have a passport and so I can't go. I think they just wanted someone capable of traveling with them based on what they said to find it. I'm not sure about any other logistics. I wish it would have worked out I could have really used it.
So you'd be ok with ctb in your non-native country? Would you want your body returned to your homeland?
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Specialist
Apr 9, 2024
389
So you'd be ok with ctb in your non-native country? Would you want your body returned to your homeland?
I wasn't going to kill myself in Peru or anywhere else in the global South. I was just hoping they could bring some back to the US. I'm not going anywhere I don't have a passport. My dog chewed it up. I know that sounds cliche but it's the God's honest truth. I'm trying to get a new one made but I don't think I'll be here when it's ready in 8 weeks. I'll be dead before then.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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I wasn't going to kill myself in Peru or anywhere else in the global South. I was just hoping they could bring some back to the US. I'm not going anywhere I don't have a passport. My dog chewed it up. I know that sounds cliche but it's the God's honest truth. I'm trying to get a new one made but I don't think I'll be here when it's ready in 8 weeks. I'll be dead before then.
I think it would be difficult to get the N out of any country down there. The risks are tremendous. Frankly, the OP would be better off just ctb down there.
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
363
Hello SaSu,

I lost my wife and soulmate 6 months ago, I've tried to recover but it's not for me.

Like everyoneI want N for a peaceful transition.

I am recruiting people who want to hunt for N with me, Peru, Colombia, Mexico tbh anywhere. I can pay, flights n, hotels, flight home, if you speak Spanish that is a bonus.

Let's get to know each other first. This is a serous post.

Thank you you for listening
Do a search on my past posts, then contact me if you are serious. We can talk.
 
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DarknessAndDespair

Member
Mar 26, 2023
62
I can speak Spanish but I am I Europe. I also need to find N somehow. šŸ˜”šŸ˜”šŸ˜”šŸ˜”
 
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piddincir

Student
Nov 6, 2023
180
What were you expecting?
This is a place with broken and mentally ill people lol not a travel budy or dating site
Haha tbh I was drunk when I wrote that. I think maybe I expected more from myself šŸ˜‚
I'm from England , I don't plan on ctb'ing in South America , I'll take it back to Europe with me.

I don't speak any Spanish and I would hate to go all that way and not be able to find any, which I get it a real possibility but thought If was with a Spanish speaker it might increase my chances .

Who knows, it's a long flight to endure to come back empty handed
 
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Ctrl_Alt_DEL

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Apr 23, 2024
81
Haha tbh I was drunk when I wrote that. I think maybe I expected more from myself šŸ˜‚
People in this comunity are great and very kind, but lets be honest, its highly improbable you would find a "good" and mentally health/stable travel company to join you in this adventure

This trip could easily turn into a nightmare lol
Unfortunately CTB journey is usually better to be done alone for obvious reasons.
 
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piddincir

Student
Nov 6, 2023
180
People in this comunity are great and very kind, but lets be honest, its highly improbable you would find a "good" and mentally health/stable travel company to join you in this adventure

This trip could easily turn into a nightmare lol
Unfortunately CTB journey is usually better to do it alone.
This is true, I didn't mean travel with someone, more meet someone there , try and procure and then leave separately .

I am not looking for a partner to ctb with just to assist in the buying of n.

You're probably right though it could become a nightmare and it's a path ultimately you have to walk alone
People in this comunity are great and very kind, but lets be honest, its highly improbable you would find a "good" and mentally health/stable travel company to join you in this adventure

This trip could easily turn into a nightmare lol
Unfortunately CTB journey is usually better to do it alone.
This is true, I didn't mean travel with someone, more meet someone there , try and procure and then leave separately .

I am not looking for a partner to ctb with just to assist in the buying of n.

You're probably right though it could become a nightmare and it's a path ultimately you have to walk alone
 
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rockn360

Member
Apr 26, 2024
12
I live in Colombia, I don't know if you can DM me. I don't think it's hard to get N. Plug is supposed to get me two 20mg vials tomorrow.
 
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