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Im 50 and I still haven't. Still places to visit etc. Done well career wise being an APT. Just want to travel.
I didn't even get the chance...
I'm in the same boat. Any time I set about trying to do what I envisioned in life, the Universe whacked me in the face with a shovel.... and then shat on me. So, I have definitely lived an unfulfilled life.
i thought that'd make it easier w the SI, but unfortunately not.It's tough to choose just one, but having kids to give them all the love I never received and tell them how much they are wanted as much as I was told that I wasn't. Maybe it's a good thing I never got around to it, they say no matter how much you hated your childhood there is a good chance you would become your parents so.....1 of the main reasons i need to die is bc i haven't & never will. so kms is the only logical option now
if u could make 1 of those things u envisioned for urself come true, what would u choose??
oh wow! that's a rare one round these parts, haha :) i can totally understand ur wanting for that though, & i think it's beautiful when breaking the cycle's properly achieved. but yeah, unfortunately it seems like it rarely is :// my mom is adamant she broke the abusive, narcissistic, closed off matriarch cycle w me just bc she didn't physically beat me like her mother did to her growing up. it's a weird thing, huh. how pain & trauma can be inadvertently passed down like that.
I believe in generational truma if that is what you mean. I believe it can be passed down from generation to generation be it intentionally or unintentionally until some one manages to break the cycle.
Lucky you, looks like you have the holy grail of ctb.
I did everthing I wanted to in my life, accomplished all my dreams.....until she died and then everything came crashing down
You have N? From previous posts you made it sounded like you were desperate to get out of here, but were without a peaceful method.
Wait what, you had N all this time? I'm in utter shock. I'm not condoning suicide of course but I heard the shelf life for N is 3 years. You can do whatever it is you want to but just know that you'll most likely never get this opportunity again once it expires. Whether you continue to live or enter permanent, blissful non existence forever, I wish you find peace
many reasons why i haven't done it yet. but i hope to soon cause can't let the opportunity go away. 1 is i've seen so many people here so sure they were going to ctb and then call the Hospital, si . so trying to work that out . i can't fail . been trying to find a remote location difficult with very low funds. There's many more reasons. fear of failure. i have very bad mental and physical health problems which limit me and a lot of other details but i have to find a way to overcome all unimaginable nobody would understand or believe obstacles to ctb
I understand now. Even when one has N, there can still be obstacles in the way. I honestly thought that, if I were to get access to N, I'd use it instantly but your post has made me consider that I may not use it instantly because SI and people still exist. Either way, I still believe that you'll get your peace before it expires. I wish you the best of luck
