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ThatStateOfMind

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Nov 13, 2021
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If you were to kill yourself, who would most likely find your corpse? I'm moving out to an apartment soon. Before the move, I would say probably my mom. If I do it in the apartment, probably my girlfriend. If I go out somewhere random to do it (most likely option), it would probably be some random person.
 
uselessflesh

uselessflesh

夜は自己嫌悪で忙しい
Oct 31, 2024
60
my father, or realistically the dog when i'm decomposing since i'm never checked up on. maybe the authorities even, since i keep the door locked and it'd cause alarm if i never responded
 
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divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
3,571
Paramedics/police
 
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DoneWithThisLife

DoneWithThisLife

Betrayed and Broken
Apr 30, 2024
59
My sister because she did this to me. It may be 5/6 days so I hope the neighbours don't complain of the smell before she gets back from holiday.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
1,217
My partner.
 
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human909

human909

I just want peace
Dec 30, 2024
283
the police or Paramedics, my family might but i don't think they will care anyways.
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
384
Paramedics/police
 
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Orc

Member
Jan 8, 2025
10
Probably my other family members, since they usually call my name if they ever need help with something (other than that, they rarely ever check up on me).

My coworkers or supervisor would also probably call my phone, if I don't show up to work on the day I'm going to CTB. They'll know that something's up but it'll be too late to save me by then.
 
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parasite_eve

parasite_eve

Between life and death; a secret third thing.
Jan 3, 2025
96
Paramedics/police... apartment maintenance maybe?
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
232
The coastal guard or some random passerby, if the water's clear enough.
 
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noidea1984

Member
Jan 14, 2025
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If you were to kill yourself, who would most likely find your corpse? I'm moving out to an apartment soon. Before the move, I would say probably my mom. If I do it in the apartment, probably my girlfriend. If I go out somewhere random to do it (most likely option), it would probably be some random person.
Probably a hazmat team, since the method I'm choosing will produce so much carbon monoxide that anyone else that opens up the shed would pass out on their first breath.
 
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SewingDust

New Member
Aug 14, 2024
2
Probably the police, but I will try to do it in such a way that I will not be found out for a long time.
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Enlightened
Nov 13, 2021
1,331
Probably the police, but I will try to do it in such a way that I will not be found out for a long time.
That's interesting. I don't think I never want to be found tbh, I just don't wanna be found by my loved ones for sure
 
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J&L383

Warlock
Jul 18, 2023
747
If you were to kill yourself, who would most likely find your corpse? I'm moving out to an apartment soon. Before the move, I would say probably my mom. If I do it in the apartment, probably my girlfriend. If I go out somewhere random to do it (most likely option), it would probably be some random person.
Living alone, I would hope it would be a first responder, and I don't want them to have to deal with it, but unfortunately that's their job. I wouldn't want it to be a neighbor or postman.
 
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Ezpz0109

why me
Jan 17, 2025
18
Family, exactly the reason why i haven't done it yet, i keep imagining them finding me in that state
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
621
Definitely the family members living with me as I am trapped home and so don't have much choice on where I ctb. Most likely my mum would find me first as she is the one to wake me up. I don't regret for them to find my body as I want them to suffer from my death as much as possible.
 
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ScaredOfMachines

ScaredOfMachines

I am who I am
Nov 8, 2024
150
Most likely my father, but ideally the police. Depends if I can get a hotel room or not.
 
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areyousafe??

Student
Nov 27, 2024
189
Probably the police. I plan to notify them beforehand that there is a dead body to collect, so that they are warned and hopefully send someone who won't get traumatised
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,452
Police. I'll likely send a delayed email to my solicitor to alert them and what to expect.
 
danny10

danny10

Student
Jan 8, 2025
124
I am planning my CTB to be in an Airbnb. So I guess the host will find my body. However, I will prepare a note saying that watch out, dead body inside. So I hope that the host will call paramedics and police so they will see me first.
 
LivingANDDying26

LivingANDDying26

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2019
1,236
Honestly I'm not sure. I'm assuming like someone that works for my building my maintenance or smthin. Or police I dunno.

No one has copies to keys but I imagine either possibility of someone in my life getting worried and then police or smthin being called.


I'd rather it not be like anyone I know.
 
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kvorumese

"Wiped Out!"
Oct 21, 2024
64
I'm still planning on jumping, so it's probably going to be some unfortunate person who'll end up passing by. I do want to jump at like 4 am during a dark season so that I'd at least be left alone for a couple hours hopefully
 
Schizo_turk

Schizo_turk

Member
Jan 17, 2025
50
if i use the charcoal method and the neighbors call the police to my place after noticing the steam or whatever it's called in english.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,835
It doesn't matter to me as I'll be at peace at that point free from the torturous abomination of existence, everyone will die someday somewhere anyway, death is all that's inevitable anyway, if it's up to me I never would have chosen any of this and I find it so tragic how this existence was imposed yet I cannot just have the option to simply cease existing in peace even know existing to me is just waiting to die anyway and there are no disadvantages to being permanently unable to suffer. I see existing as so futile and pointless, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd be so relieved to never suffer ever again, I just wish for this existence to be all forgotten about.
 
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ropearoundatree

Experienced
Nov 9, 2023
212
My neighbors. Because they're evil. And hate me. Can see / hear, all... It is, what it is, I can't even find peace in this~
 

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