Who all here is completely socially isolated?

[RainAndSadness]

Same here. I have no friends and I never leave the house due to social anxiety. I have no job either so I'm completely isolated aside from a girlfriend. But it's long distance so we barely see each other. Severe bullying in the past turned me into a wreck, which is the reason why I have no social life at all. They really did a good job in destroying any possibility of having a normal future. And the whole trans thing made it even more complicated. I don't fit into society at all in my transitional state and I don't feel welcome either. I can feel the antipathy in their looks. I used to have some very important online friends in the past but I somehow fucked that up too. I'm glad to leave soon.

 

[Eren]

i am completely alone.. but i can't live with myself ..

I also feel really alone, it's disgusting.

 

[Eren]

Same here. I have no friends and I never leave the house due to social anxiety. I have no job either so I'm completely isolated aside from a girlfriend. But it's long distance so we barely see each other. Severe bullying in the past turned me into a wreck, which is the reason why I have no social life at all. They really did a good job in destroying any possibility of having a normal future. And the whole trans thing made it even more complicated. I don't fit into society at all in my transitional state and I don't feel welcome either. I can feel the antipathy in their looks. I used to have some very important online friends in the past but I somehow fucked that up too. I'm glad to leave soon.

I'm sorry to read your situation, if you want to talk here I am.

 

[Mr2005]

I am talking no friends, no girlfriends, no social life, no job, never leaves the house or communicates with others (besides maybe family).

I'm one of em.

Nearly. Aside from a girlfriend. I don't know how she puts up with me

 

[Throwaway563078]

Besides work. I don't see anyone. I haven't met with my friend in a while nor my relatives and I'm pretty sure people think I'm snobby or something when I'm simply suffering. Idc though

 

[worldexploder]

I feel like relationships are a thing of the

Nearly. Aside from a girlfriend. I don't know how she puts up with me

i swear my life is so pathetic it should have been turned into a AxCx song

 

[TheCrow]

Also only family for me it sucks I see myself as a introvert extrovert. explanation; As a child and teenager I loved to hang out with friends and be social but as an adult I have lost all my friends and social life so time has forced me to become introvert against my own will.

Totally. If I could have a different life I feel like I would be a different person. It's sad to say, but some of the times I've been in the psych ward, I was happy to have so many people around me all the time to talk to.

 

[throwaway777]

I'm pretty sure people think I'm snobby or something when I'm simply suffering. Idc though

idc too ... idc about anything anymore

 

[Goldie]

Not too isolated but I turn down lot of opportunities to go out because I find it difficult to pretend to not be unhappy.

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

maybe the question should be...


who here is NOT socially isolated?

 

[Limbo]

Yes, but by choice.

 

[Gainax]

yeah me too, i distance myself even from family, the only person i cant distance myself is my mother
the rest i try my best to avoid any contact or maintain conversation if anybody approaches me.

cutting ties with every one makes it easier to prepare myself for ctb

 

[Not_Quite_Dead_Yet]

Pretty much a solitary soul but by my choice. I do meet other people at various organized gatherings, we become acquainted, but they always end up wanting too much from me and I end up having to come up with excuses for not having lunch, not yakking for hours, not listening to their problems. It is all too draining for me. Easier for an introvert to decline in the first place than to agonize over how to escape, once socially trapped.

 

[EpidemicOfDenial]

I am talking no friends, no girlfriends, no social life, no job, never leaves the house or communicates with others (besides maybe family).

I'm one of em.

I am and I actually enjoy it very much. If I could be a recluse forever I'd love it! What makes me suicidal is not myself, but being forced to work with those who have conflicting interests, and those who I must work with hoard my means of substinence unless I succeed to their demands.

 

[EpidemicOfDenial]

Pretty much a solitary soul but by my choice. I do meet other people at various organized gatherings, we become acquainted, but they always end up wanting too much from me and I end up having to come up with excuses for not having lunch, not yakking for hours, not listening to their problems. It is all too draining for me. Easier for an introvert to decline in the first place than to agonize over how to escape, once socially trapped.

I personally love being a recluse

 

[Goldie]

yeah me too, i distance myself even from family, the only person i cant distance myself is my mother
the rest i try my best to avoid any contact or maintain conversation if anybody approaches me.

cutting ties with every one makes it easier to prepare myself for ctb

I feel the same way. Although I still chat a bit to a lot of people, I dare not have any deep conversations.

Pretty much a solitary soul but by my choice. I do meet other people at various organized gatherings.....

Yes this is the reason why I would never go to a meeting like this. I also dont believe talking about it would change the situation anyway.

 

[TheCrow]

I am completely isolated. I don't work, and live alone. I have no friends. I had one friend, but she passed away this summer. The only person I talk to is my dad when he comes to bring me food or take me to appointments. I often think about earlier times when I had friends and did things, and I think, I did that? That was me?

 

[Deafsn0w]

i rarely leave my room

 

[Final Escape]

Me too since 2 weeks ago especially, I left my job in the U.K. to move home and prepare to CTB.
But I was always lonely and isolated, and if someone tried to get closer to me I fucked up intentionally ..

You're so beautiful, I'm a Hungarian female too but older. My mother left Hungary to come to the USSA. Got here at age 10 and well I didn't turn out so well and have same problems. Now that I'm 41 I'm aware that time ran out in many ways. People say shit like you're never too old but well that depends on your expectations and what u need to be happy for the remainder of this existence.

 

[WaitingForTheBus]

I personally love being a recluse

This was me for a long time. I didn't need human interaction or relationships to survive.

That is until I met the most wonderful person. She reminded me what it was like to love and feel loved. Life during that time was the best it has been for longer than I could remember.

Then she left, caught me completely by surprise and turned my world upside down. To have someone care for me actually made me feel like I was worth something, maybe I wasn't as shitty a person as I thought. She gave me some hope and something to look forward to.

Now I am more lonely/isolated than I have ever been. Kind of wish I never met her.

BTW, whoever said "It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" is an a grade dickhead.

 

[throwaway777]

This was me for a long time. I didn't need human interaction or relationships to survive.

That is until I met the most wonderful person. She reminded me what it was like to love and feel loved. Life during that time was the best it has been for longer than I could remember.

Then she left, caught me completely by surprise and turned my world upside down. To have someone care for me actually made me feel like I was worth something, maybe I wasn't as shitty a person as I thought. She gave me some hope and something to look forward to.

Now I am more lonely/isolated than I have ever been. Kind of wish I never met her.

BTW, whoever said "It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" is an a grade dickhead.

i thought that love could save me ... but it only opened a deep chasm in my heart ...

 

[starcrossedfate]

To quote a movie called The Thin Red Line:

"Do you ever feel lonely?"

"Only around people."

 

[EpidemicOfDenial]

Relationships are extremely superficial & susceptible to subsequent collapse.

 

[NotAlive]

Me. Any few friends I had all disappeared in 2015 after I was put on disability for mental issues, deemed mentally unfit to work.