Method Which train to use?

[tuto170]

Hello, I am suffering schizophrenic from negative symptoms and medication causes me to be flat all the time, but when i think of suicide i get a little bit happy. I live really close to a railways and wanted to ask which train to choose for suicide and where i should stand and what position to hold in front of a train? In my country we don't have super fast trains, but that go 140km/h which a passenger trains and Cargo trains that go much slower but are more heavier and harder to stop (But i dont think that it matters) I personally would go for passenger train (Right) I would hide in the bushes near my home and come when i hear the signal (Yes they Signal near my home) and I have only one neighbour and jump in front of it. I live near town, but in-going trains into town tend have almost full speed. Or i should jump and lay on a steel railway block on my stomach before i ctb?

 

[Coolchicka]

I don't recommend trains. The conductor could be punished and/or scarred for life. If it were me, I would choose a method that scars the least amount of people.
Have you considered booking a hotel room or something along those lines?

 

[tuto170]

I have no money and on a disability, i literally have no money and other methods scare me, at least this one looks quick and guaranteed. I dont really care for a conductor, i dont care what happens after my death anyways

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

Hello, I am suffering schizophrenic from negative symptoms and medication causes me to be flat all the time, but when i think of suicide i get a little bit happy. I live really close to a railways and wanted to ask which train to choose for suicide and where i should stand and what position to hold in front of a train? In my country we don't have super fast trains, but that go 140km/h which a passenger trains and Cargo trains that go much slower but are more heavier and harder to stop (But i dont think that it matters) I personally would go for passenger train (Right) I would hide in the bushes near my home and come when i hear the signal (Yes they Signal near my home) and I have only one neighbour and jump in front of it. I live near town, but in-going trains into town tend have almost full speed. Or i should jump and lay on a steel railway block on my stomach before i ctb?
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you're so brave. I don't think I could do this method.
That said, I feel like the most guaranteed method would probably be to put your head on the rails. Instant decapitation.

 

[tuto170]

you're so brave. I don't think I could do this method.
That said, I feel like the most guaranteed method would probably be to put your head on the rails. Instant decapitation.

But would my body be inside of the tracks or outside when i put my head on the rails?

 

[DreamCatcher]

I would recommend something like the hanging, partial hanging, or night night method all available in resources. Very cheap (possibly free if you have a strong necktie / rope handy) , easy, and painless with the advantage that you won't delay a train for hours and emotionally hurt a conductor / train staff. My friend in the UK is late for work a few times a month because someone decided to do this. People can be injured if the operator slams on the brakes, and lose their jobs if they're late to work.

I know dying is for you and not for other people, but there are better ways, please don't do this in front of a train / operating vehicle.

I'd recommend looking into the night night method, far more reliable, less fear inducing, easy, and quite painless if you take a few minutes to understand it.

That being said I hope you find peace soon.

 

[Ayeitsalaska]

Laying on the tracks with a body bag covering someone i think would be the most compassionate way cus then the conductor wont know theyre trying to kill themself. I might do this
Disclaimer: I am not convincing or telling anyone to do this I am simply thinking out loud

 

[Dead beat dad]

In my experience if you've got the faculties to consider this as a method then you have the faculties to consider other methods too.
CTB will always harm others but you can still limit who those people are.
Train is not a great method from this point of view.
I'm sorry you're suffering the way you are brother and I realise my reply probably isn't very helpful but I hope you can find some peace.
DBD

 

[JWL]

Hello, I am suffering schizophrenic from negative symptoms and medication causes me to be flat all the time, but when i think of suicide i get a little bit happy. I live really close to a railways and wanted to ask which train to choose for suicide and where i should stand and what position to hold in front of a train? In my country we don't have super fast trains, but that go 140km/h which a passenger trains and Cargo trains that go much slower but are more heavier and harder to stop (But i dont think that it matters) I personally would go for passenger train (Right) I would hide in the bushes near my home and come when i hear the signal (Yes they Signal near my home) and I have only one neighbour and jump in front of it. I live near town, but in-going trains into town tend have almost full speed. Or i should jump and lay on a steel railway block on my stomach before i ctb?
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I'd go for this one...Magic...!

 

[21Neberg]

In my experience if you've got the faculties to consider this as a method then you have the faculties to consider other methods too.
CTB will always harm others but you can still limit who those people are.
Train is not a great method from this point of view.
I'm sorry you're suffering the way you are brother and I realise my reply probably isn't very helpful but I hope you can find some peace.
DBD

Wise words yet again. I appreciate your posts a lot. You seem like a wise man.

 

[alizee]

I've read about another person suffering schizophrenia and who committed suicide by getting hit by a train.

It definitely is a method that would kill a person if resting the neck on the track and I assume it doesn't matter if the rest of the body is inside or outside the track. Even just standing still on the track would likely kill a person instantly. I've heard of one survivor to this method but the train was coming to a halt at a station.

Many people use this method in either Japan or China to commit suicide. Except they're getting hit by bullet trains that goes way faster.

In any case I've read a great deal on schizophrenia. I've never suffered the disease but I had life circumstances that made me research into it. You should try intermediate fasting for a couple months and see if the bacteria composition in your digestive system resets. The gut is linked to the brain from new research and theorizing the reason people become schizophrenic is a brain & gut composition; intertwined thus provoking a certain area of the brain and resulting in hallucinations of delusional thinking patterns.

 

[JWL]

Wise words yet again. I appreciate your posts a lot. You seem like a wise man.

Worshipping 'wisemen' is not always the best way forward....

 

[tuto170]

I'm stuck between getting hit by a train or hanging. I'm buying a rope tomorrow and gonna practise in a shed and see if it works properly. I haven't backed out from getting cbt by train yet. I mean getting hit by passenger train looks appealing because it's almost guaranteed. Hanging looks more comfortable though

 

[Coolchicka]

I've read about another person suffering schizophrenia and who committed suicide by getting hit by a train.

It definitely is a method that would kill a person if resting the neck on the track and I assume it doesn't matter if the rest of the body is inside or outside the track. Even just standing still on the track would likely kill a person instantly. I've heard of one survivor to this method but the train was coming to a halt at a station.

Many people use this method in either Japan or China to commit suicide. Except they're getting hit by bullet trains that goes way faster.

In any case I've read a great deal on schizophrenia. I've never suffered the disease but I had life circumstances that made me research into it. You should try intermediate fasting for a couple months and see if the bacteria composition in your digestive system resets. The gut is linked to the brain from new research and theorizing the reason people become schizophrenic is a brain & gut composition; intertwined thus provoking a certain area of the brain and resulting in hallucinations of delusional thinking patterns.

Could you link me to that research study?

 

[262653]

Fuck no... Trains look fine and dandy until one flies around in a meter away from you. This shit is as scary to me as the thought of jumping from a tall building. No...
And that annoying, buzzing sound the train does when you are close! I want to traumatize the conductor just for that sound. I was considering this method until I met the train in a more intimate situation... It's like a girl with lots of make-up who looks attractive from the distance but horrendous when you come close.

I think that hanging overall is quite good. It's one of the leading methods for a good reason. Affordable and accessible for commoners. Or partial hanging... I don't know how it's called. The one that starves your brain and brain needs a whole lot and now... I've read that it consumes much greater share of resources than its proportional volume to the rest of the body. The biggest mouth in the family.

 

[not_a_robot]

Fuck no... Trains look fine and dandy until one flies around in a meter away from you. This shit is as scary to me as the thought of jumping from a tall building. No...
And that annoying, buzzing sound the train does when you are close! I want to traumatize the conductor just for that sound. I was considering this method until I met the train in a more intimate situation... It's like a girl with lots of make-up who looks attractive from the distance but horrendous when you come close.

I think that hanging overall is quite good. It's one of the leading methods for a good reason. Affordable and accessible for commoners. Or partial hanging... I don't know how it's called. The one that starves your brain and brain needs a whole lot and now... I've read that it consumes much greater share of resources than its proportional volume to the rest of the body. The biggest mouth in the family.

Now I'm dying to know what "Fuck no" sounds like in Ukrainian...

 

[262653]

Now I'm dying to know what "Fuck no" sounds like in Ukrainian...

I know it sounds selfish but I don't want you to die.
I'd loosley translate it as... "Ну нахуй", which expresses an intense dislike or aversion towards an idea, notion, occurrence, circumstance, etc..
Unfortunately I'm not very familiar with Ukrainian swearings, but it's probably the same.

 

[not_a_robot]

I know it sounds selfish but I don't want you to die.
I'd loosley translate it as... "Ну нахуй", which expresses an intense dislike or aversion towards an idea, notion, occurrence, circumstance, etc..
Unfortunately I'm not very familiar with Ukrainian swearings, but it's probably the same.

Can you spell it phonetically in English letters, like how it would sound?

 

[262653]

Can you spell it phonetically in English letters, like how it would sound?

Hmm...
No͝o ˈnāho͞oi
That's the closest I can think of. I can't tell the difference between "o: " and "o͞o", intuitively they look similar and sound the same.

I've put a link above for the best sounding. They have "sound" button.

 

[alizee]

Could you link me to that research study?

Research is also showing how other mental issues or diseases are linked to the gut than just schizophrenia.
You can use google to search "brain gut research mental illness and disease" and find more links than the following I've included here.

Researchers find differences in gut microbiomes in people with schizophrenia

A team of researchers affiliated with several institutions in China and one in the U.S. has found that people with schizophrenia have differences in their gut biomes compared to people without the mental disorder. In their paper published in the journal Science Advances, the group describes...

medicalxpress.com

Schizophrenia and the Gut

A new study strengthens the link between microbiota and mental health.

www.psychologytoday.com

Gut thinking: the gut microbiome and mental health beyond the head

Background: In recent decades, dominant models of mental illness have become increasingly focused on the head, with mental disorders being figured as brain disorders. However, research into the active role that the microbiome-gut-brain axis plays in affecting ...

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

The Brain-Gut-Microbiome Axis

I can't find the exact article I've read in the past but these are all similar to what I read last year.

 

[Umbra]

It seems easier to position yourself on the first one, either should do though.