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- Apr 24, 2026
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If you had the option to end it all now, rewind back to a certain point, or start life all over again, which would you choose?
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I hope we both find the peace we seekAll I want is to permanently cease existing, I just want to erase this dreadful, torturous and cruel existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake so it's like I never suffered at all, no matter what I'd just never wish for something as torturous, evil and harmful as existence that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and the suffering and torture of existing is endless.
It truly is an abomination to be conscious burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll just always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence and it's so horrible to me how the torture of existing can continue for decades longer just for one to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, I'd never wish to exist and no matter what this existence of torturous suffering should never be imposed.
start all over!If you had the option to end it all now, rewind back to a certain point, or start life all over again, which would you choose?
I'd like to start all over but I want to be born in another city with good parents and supportive environment.If you had the option to end it all now, rewind back to a certain point, or start life all over again, which would you choose?
RewindIf you had the option to end it all now, rewind back to a certain point, or start life all over again, which would you choose?