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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
Which issues as diagnosed by a medical professional are you facing. They could be physical or mental.
 
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jitendrabagaria786@

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May 19, 2022
161
None. I'm just lazy/depressed who would rather ctb instead of improving my situation.
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
Degenerative eye condition.
Medical induced physical and psychological trauma.
Situational depression...not sure if that's a condition.
A few facial injuries that get me down.
 
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aeri

aeri

𑁍ˡᵒᵛᵉ ˢᵗᵃʳᵛᵉᵈ ᵖʳⁱⁿᶜᵉˢˢ
Jan 29, 2020
135
Which issues as diagnosed by a medical professional are you facing. They could be physical or mental.
BPD for mental

and physical nothing important nor serious tbh
 
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DrWh033

Student
Dec 23, 2020
129
Widespread CRPS-neuropathic pain with central sensitisation, secondary to injury of a peripheral nerve during an operation by an ignorant and clueless surgeon ( who had no idea that the nerve was coursing the area he cut).

I am really envious of the people that have no physical issue ( but then again I don t know how it is to suffer from mental disease).
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,640
Arthritis and cancer with a brain tumor tossed in just because I didn't have enough going on. So far I am holding out ok.
 
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tilsleepcomes

tilsleepcomes

Willing to try anything.
Jul 23, 2021
106
I have a mental illness that years of various treatments have not fixed. Tired of the inability to work, or be happy and comfortable.

In my country, in a year, they are opening medically assisted dying to mental health cases, but they aren't sure of the exact criteria yet.
 
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lights_are_on

lights_are_on

unfortunately
Apr 9, 2022
45
Arthritis and cancer with a brain tumor tossed in just because I didn't have enough going on. So far I am holding out ok.
Fuck that sounds tough. I'm so sorry man
 
Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,640
Thanks. We do no get to choose our problems, just cope with them the best we can.
 
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Suspect_Device

Student
Jul 10, 2022
139
I have overactive bladder syndrome, all of a sudden one month ago it started like a fucking voodoo curse. It sounds innocuous but it is not curable and is a fate worse than death.
 
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Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,640
I have overactive bladder syndrome, all of a sudden one month ago it started like a fucking voodoo curse. It sounds innocuous but it is not curable and is a fate worse than death.
Wow...
 
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Cryptonite

Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
Apr 30, 2022
722
Severe spinal disease, Scheuermann's disease
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,248
It is horrifying how the human body can torture us so much. The fact that so many health conditions exist is enough to make me want to leave. I never really feel well and physical health problems have bothered me a lot in my life. Tinnitus is a horrible health condition, mine used to be much worse but it is terrifying how there is no limit as to how bad that can get.

It really is sad how life has to be this way for people. I just want to be free from the prison that is existing. I do not understand how anyone could ever want to live at all knowing that their health could easily get much worse and mean that they are in agony. Euthanasia should be legalised and it is cruel how the society denies people a peaceful exit.
 
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AnonymousS

Specialist
Sep 11, 2021
303
Which issues as diagnosed by a medical professional are you facing. They could be physical or mental.
I suffer from chronic fatigue, along with severe recurrent depression, and ptsd.
Widespread CRPS-neuropathic pain with central sensitisation, secondary to injury of a peripheral nerve during an operation by an ignorant and clueless surgeon ( who had no idea that the nerve was coursing the area he cut).

I am really envious of the people that have no physical issue ( but then again I don t know how it is to suffer from mental disease).
I used to suffer from neuropathic pain, it was utterly horrendous. I hope you can get some good pain management from somewhere.
 
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self.destractive

self.destractive

ick/icks, they/them
Dec 11, 2020
85
ADHD
PTSD
gender dysphoria
someone tried diagnosing me with BPD but im having doubts lately. i think i might just be autistic or something. needa get my noggin checked (autism runs in the family and all of my shrinks have told me they suspect im on the spectrum somewhere. there is a lot of overlap between the symptoms of BPD, ADHD, and autism so its kinda hard to gauge)

they also keep diagnosing me with major depressive disorder but i really really don't believe them. my depression is very episodic and sometimes seems to change on a fuckin' dime (hence old BPD diagnosis) and i dont think thats MDD.

physically wise im fine. i have a lot of scarring that likes to split open sometimes which is messy and annoying but thats my fault and doesnt really get too much in the way
 
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Shrike94

Member
Jul 7, 2022
39
And if they were not diagnosed by a 'medical professional'? Does that make it any less real?
 
Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
And if they were not diagnosed by a 'medical professional'? Does that make it any less real?
I simply wanted to know the ones diagnosed by a medical professional not the self-diagnosed ones.

However, if someone wishes to disclose their self-diagnosed afflictions they may do so.

You don't have to answer and there is no need to leave such a comment here. Keep your acerbic comments limited to your own life.
 
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Dreamsindarkness

Dreamsindarkness

Member
Jul 6, 2022
70
Not officially diagnosed because they can't figure out whats wrong they suspect maybe fibromyalgia.

1.) Extreme muscle pain in my mid back
2.) Pain in my entire ribcage that makes it impossible to lay on my sides or stomach.
3.) Bad tailbone pain that makes it hard to sit.
4.) Severe burning pain in feet, low back, and recently moving into my hands.
5.) Some sort of RSI like pain in my right arm that makes it hurt when I use it.
6.) Fairly severe muscle pain in both shoulders and across my upper back.
7.) Frequent headaches.
8.) Pain whenever my body hair brushes against anything, so I have to shave almost my whole body everyday (luckily it hasnt spread to my head yet), but before the day is even over, it starts growing back and gets real uncomfortable
9.) Burning pain in my throat and roof of my mouth
10.) A strange stabbing pain in one spot on my stomach
11.) Extreme fatigue and brainfog
12.) Terrible muscle pain near the back of my pelvis
13.) Occasional leg pain that makes it hard to walk
14.) Sensitivity to heat. Whenever I'm warm (which happens easily with me), I get really uncomfortable and my pain increases
15.) Urine retention as well as a bladder that always feels full
16.) A burning pain in the back of my thighs

Now you know why I'm here
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,848
Which issues as diagnosed by a medical professional are you facing. They could be physical or mental.
Nothing diagnosed physical or mental---Get total checkups each year--Of course, not been to a doctor since my girlfriend died Jan 24th---If I went now, my doctor would probably throw me in a mental ward anyway for CTB Depression---Bad day today, miss her like crazy
 
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DrWh033

Student
Dec 23, 2020
129
I have overactive bladder syndrome, all of a sudden one month ago it started like a fucking voodoo curse. It sounds innocuous but it is not curable and is a fate worse than death.
You can get nerve modulation for it ( cord stimulator) or botox or many other stuff. It is almost 20% of population that got this problem.
 
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anxious_depressive

I'm in despair
Dec 21, 2021
240
Migraines and depression.

Excruciating back pain.
(after falls and bruises)
 
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DrWh033

Student
Dec 23, 2020
129
I suffer from chronic fatigue, along with severe recurrent depression, and ptsd.

I used to suffer from neuropathic pain, it was utterly horrendous. I hope you can get some good pain management from somewhere.
Neuropathic pain is chronic ( i.e lifetime). What do you mean "you used to suffer". Did your body get over it ?
There is no effective treatment for neuropathic pain of traumatic nature or crps. The best you can do is just get spinal cord stimulators and DRG stimulators in multiple levels.
Not officially diagnosed because they can't figure out whats wrong they suspect maybe fibromyalgia.

1.) Extreme muscle pain in my mid back
2.) Pain in my entire ribcage that makes it impossible to lay on my sides or stomach.
3.) Bad tailbone pain that makes it hard to sit.
4.) Severe burning pain in feet, low back, and recently moving into my hands.
5.) Some sort of RSI like pain in my right arm that makes it hurt when I use it.
6.) Fairly severe muscle pain in both shoulders and across my upper back.
7.) Frequent headaches.
8.) Pain whenever my body hair brushes against anything, so I have to shave almost my whole body everyday (luckily it hasnt spread to my head yet), but before the day is even over, it starts growing back and gets real uncomfortable
9.) Burning pain in my throat and roof of my mouth
10.) A strange stabbing pain in one spot on my stomach
11.) Extreme fatigue and brainfog
12.) Terrible muscle pain near the back of my pelvis
13.) Occasional leg pain that makes it hard to walk
14.) Sensitivity to heat. Whenever I'm warm (which happens easily with me), I get really uncomfortable and my pain increases
15.) Urine retention as well as a bladder that always feels full
16.) A burning pain in the back of my thighs

Now you know why I'm here
Seems like fibromyalgia or some kind of central pain syndrome but check your thyroid and rule out polymyalgia reumatica ( usually ppl have antibodies for that and temporal arteritiss)
 
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AnonymousS

Specialist
Sep 11, 2021
303
Neuropathic pain is chronic ( i.e lifetime). What do you mean "you used to suffer". Did your body get over it ?
There is no effective treatment for neuropathic pain of traumatic nature or crps. The best you can do is just get spinal cord stimulators and DRG stimulators in multiple levels.

Seems like fibromyalgia or some kind of central pain syndrome but check your thyroid and rule out polymyalgia reumatica ( usually ppl have antibodies for that and temporal arteritiss)
Neuropathic pain does not necessarily mean you have it for life at all. I was lucky and was referred to a big hospital in London, i was on powerful medications but also had procedures. One was a combination of steroids and local anaesthetic injected into the nerve roots near the spine.
 
Brianiskillingme

Brianiskillingme

Slowly Dying Inside
Jan 18, 2022
148
Crohns disease, Meniers Disease. BPD, MDD and PTSD
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Fibromyalgia, MCAS, and a few skin disorders. Mental is ptsd and avoidant personality disorder. Also PMDD.
 
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spacehardware

Unsubscribing soon
Feb 21, 2022
102
Epilepsy, ulcerative colitis, psoriasis, BPD.
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,802
CFS, autism, ptsd, IBS, chronic pain and a spinal issue that I do not have any sort of "diagnosis" for because I would have to pay hundreds of £££ to get imaging done, since the no help service/NHS refuses to do anything except tell me to exercise, when the bottom of my spine is poking out.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,835
Hypothyroidism, Gerd, some non-specifically defined endocrine disorder which inhibits my ability to eat many foods. I have extreme fatigue, probably related to the hypothyroidism, but exacerbated by prolonged depression (undiagnosed, but I'm here on SaSu after all). Some minor arthritis pain here and there, too. Is hopelessness a condition?
 
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MisFortunate

MisFortunate

Member
May 19, 2022
31
Diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer in 2017. Treatment stopped working 2 years ago so I have been in steady decline. Wish I would have fucking died when i was first diagnosed.
 
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