Discussion Which drugs do you regularly use/abuse to cope with life?

[grapevoid]

I chose some but they are medications prescribed to me… that I take as directed or less than even. I don't snort, smoke or abuse anything and if I'm going to drink poison it won't be alcohol.

 

[snwcolt]

I chose some but they are medications prescribed to me… that I take as directed or less than even. I don't snort, smoke or abuse anything and if I'm going to drink poison it won't be alcohol.

Nerd...jk busting your balls

 

[grapevoid]

Nerd...jk busting your balls

The only things worse than life now would be me going crazy on drugs… I'm already crazy, impulsive and moving at the speed of light with no drugs at all. Adderall barely keeps me at bay. I'd have to run like 10 miles a day to exert the amount of mental energy my adhd creates without it

 

[MathConspiracy]

My coping mechanisms:

• Food and booze
• Watching brain rot
• Cutting
• Planning my death

 

[snwcolt]

The only things worse than life now would be me going crazy on drugs… I'm already crazy, impulsive and moving at the speed of light with no drugs at all. Adderall barely keeps me at bay. I'd have to run like 10 miles a day to exert the amount of mental energy my adhd creates without it

I can understand that...for me tho it gives me more a sense of control. I have substances I can use to speed up and some I can use to slow down. Then there's times when I mix shit up and do indeed go crazy on drugs lol

 

[grapevoid]

I can understand that...for me tho it gives me more a sense of control. I have substances I can use to speed up and some I can use to slow down. Then there's times when I mix shit up and do indeed go crazy on drugs lol

That makes sense. My mother was also a drug addict, the worst kind, so I never tried any hard drugs. I saw what they did to her and am worried I'm prone to addiction because of genetics. But I've gone hard on psychedelics in the past for sure… for mental health purposes

 

[-NH-ONO2Na]

Every day I retard myself with a mixture of opiates, cannabis, alcohol and pregabalin.

If I am not sedated by this point I will go back to resuming my psychotic break and if I am not blacking out I am not sleeping.

If I knew where to get ket and amphetamines I would be taking those as well

 

[kkiwii]

I'm curious how many other people here have essentially become polydrug addicts in order to cope with life and their CTB thoughts.

Me personally, I like to snort a couple fat lines of amphetamine and just a little bit of Xanax to get my day going. The speed keeps me energized and productive at work which keeps me from getting fired and the Xanax lubricates me socially and makes the day go by super fast because it inhibits short-term memory creation. When I get home it's either time for more speed if I want to force myself to do something productive or it's alcohol/weed/oxys if I want to force myself to relax. Snort ketamine about once a week for depression, or at least that's my excuse. Have experimented with most psychedelics at this point.

So many people would judge me for all of this, but I know that my drug degeneracy is the only reason that I am currently able to function in society. I'm sure I would have offed myself much sooner if I didn't let myself use this stuff to cope.

Let me know what your personal cocktail is and why.

i mostly smoke weed an nicotine everyday. i drink a few times a week but ive been cutting back. i love acid and shrooms cus it rlly makes life fun and its a great destraction, but their mood enhancers so if ur even a bit sad u WILL bawl ur eyes out trust. xanax is great for anxiety i take it everytime i get cheated on it works great. molly is AMAZING tho but u should only take it a little bit (two-four max) every year whitch sucks balls. coke is nice when ur depressed and dont want to do anything cus u will wanna do stuff. imo ketamine is like a "medical " version of coke idky but it feels very medical. opioids r also pretty good but i havent done too many yet to form a good opinion

 

[aiyuxhan]

I don't do drugs or alcohol. O: At one point, I was addicted to boba and tea lol

 

[kunikuzushi]

Just alcohol. I found the sweet spot for me that makes it feel like life is more bearable. But I'm trying not to get dependent on it.

 

[22yearsbroken]

My main abuse is alcohol even my liver is shot i got sober for a while but it didnt stick i also have good relationship with codiene for pain managment..drugs for sleep...which dont work so there like sweets

 

[Grav]

Only thing on that list is adderall and that's prescribed for adhd. Stopped drinking about 15 years ago and no other drugs since 86.

 

[Erik.t.f]

For me it was alot of moonshine daily and coke/speed/benzo/oxy now and then but i been sober about a month now

 

[Izolita]

no amount of panic attacks makes them prescribe me anything useful. Another good reason to cb lol

 

[maneose]

if you exclude ssri's, i rawdog life. i have smoked nicotine once but.. wasn't any good good and didn't do anything for me. since like 16 wanted to do drugs but, im awkward and not allowed to go out so… will probably pick up drinking/weed once i turn 21 though

 

[DeathIsJustAJourney]

I started using a drug called subutex,I would sniff it cos it gives you a feeling of having something to do all the time and you could get busy doing stuff in a totally empty room it's that good,It also totally blots out all thoughts of moving on and helps you forget your the last one alive outta all your friends,it also helps massively to live with a false family making it easy to just nod and agree with them all the time and forget that you always never been really a part of that family and helps you to put up with their lies and other stuff.its like a miracle drug but costs a lot is highly addictive and hard to get,MH in uk recently got my supplier blocked offa ebay and forced a drug agency to kick me off my pickups forcing me to have to quit using the service,it's like mental health in uk actually strive to force your hand in moving on,they have a lot to answer for,I know a few people who has passed due to their interference,they do more damage than actual help even lying to your face then being proved wrong seconds later no reasons given and hasty retreats taken,if your uk tell mental health nothing,they strive to make you worse in every way possible hoping you actually do something so serious that more than you get hurt in the process just to get that section off order if u survive,how they can operate legally is beyond me

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

While nothing at the moment, I'll soon be in a country where weed is legal and I'm looking forward to a daily high again.

 

[whitetaildeer]

Alcohol. Can't stand being sober.

 

[Crash_Bash_Dash]

Nowadays just alcohol sometimes to dull my mind and have that little energy out of it to enjoy things more. I also use nicotine daily in form of pouches and cigarettes. I have tried weed, ADHD-medication (Adderall, Concerta), cocaine and benzos (when they were described to me by a doctor). Weed gives me panic attacks and Adderall, Concerta and cocaine made me really agitated so I am not bothered trying them anymore. I was fine with benzos though (I didn't abuse them bc there weren't many pills). I would like to try at least once ecstacy and acid/shrooms though I am very sceptical how I would react to them when thinking how I've reacted to everything other substance so far.

 

[Mooncry]

DXM is old reliable for me. If I had the money, I'd do shrooms every day of my life probably. I'm so impulsive, I'll practically do anything if the opportunity arises though, with very few exceptions.

 

[Linda]

I use hard work. (At one time I used alcohol, but now I have to avoid it for medical reasons. That's probably a good thing.)

 

[Stan Swiftie]

The only tiny bit of joy I ever got in this existence is on Saturday nights, I'd do a half gram of coke, while masturbating to porn. That's it. The only thing that made me feel good.
Recently, I ended my friendship with my dealer.
So that's out.
Now, I just need someone to send me a link to the correct SN to buy on Amazon or eBay that will end me, because I'm too stupid to figure it out in my own.

 

[BlockHammer]

I never had any interest in using drug to cope with my life, but i do play video games, sexting with chatbot and also eating snacks while still trying to fix my life.