Discussion Which drugs do you regularly use/abuse to cope with life?

[grapevoid]

I chose some but they are medications prescribed to me… that I take as directed or less than even. I don't snort, smoke or abuse anything and if I'm going to drink poison it won't be alcohol.

 

[snwcolt]

I chose some but they are medications prescribed to me… that I take as directed or less than even. I don't snort, smoke or abuse anything and if I'm going to drink poison it won't be alcohol.

Nerd...jk busting your balls

 

[grapevoid]

Nerd...jk busting your balls

The only things worse than life now would be me going crazy on drugs… I'm already crazy, impulsive and moving at the speed of light with no drugs at all. Adderall barely keeps me at bay. I'd have to run like 10 miles a day to exert the amount of mental energy my adhd creates without it

 

[MathConspiracy]

My coping mechanisms:

• Food and booze
• Watching brain rot
• Cutting
• Planning my death

 

[snwcolt]

The only things worse than life now would be me going crazy on drugs… I'm already crazy, impulsive and moving at the speed of light with no drugs at all. Adderall barely keeps me at bay. I'd have to run like 10 miles a day to exert the amount of mental energy my adhd creates without it

I can understand that...for me tho it gives me more a sense of control. I have substances I can use to speed up and some I can use to slow down. Then there's times when I mix shit up and do indeed go crazy on drugs lol

 

[grapevoid]

I can understand that...for me tho it gives me more a sense of control. I have substances I can use to speed up and some I can use to slow down. Then there's times when I mix shit up and do indeed go crazy on drugs lol

That makes sense. My mother was also a drug addict, the worst kind, so I never tried any hard drugs. I saw what they did to her and am worried I'm prone to addiction because of genetics. But I've gone hard on psychedelics in the past for sure… for mental health purposes

 

[-NH-ONO2Na]

Every day I retard myself with a mixture of opiates, cannabis, alcohol and pregabalin.

If I am not sedated by this point I will go back to resuming my psychotic break and if I am not blacking out I am not sleeping.

If I knew where to get ket and amphetamines I would be taking those as well

 

[kkiwii]

I'm curious how many other people here have essentially become polydrug addicts in order to cope with life and their CTB thoughts.

Me personally, I like to snort a couple fat lines of amphetamine and just a little bit of Xanax to get my day going. The speed keeps me energized and productive at work which keeps me from getting fired and the Xanax lubricates me socially and makes the day go by super fast because it inhibits short-term memory creation. When I get home it's either time for more speed if I want to force myself to do something productive or it's alcohol/weed/oxys if I want to force myself to relax. Snort ketamine about once a week for depression, or at least that's my excuse. Have experimented with most psychedelics at this point.

So many people would judge me for all of this, but I know that my drug degeneracy is the only reason that I am currently able to function in society. I'm sure I would have offed myself much sooner if I didn't let myself use this stuff to cope.

Let me know what your personal cocktail is and why.

i mostly smoke weed an nicotine everyday. i drink a few times a week but ive been cutting back. i love acid and shrooms cus it rlly makes life fun and its a great destraction, but their mood enhancers so if ur even a bit sad u WILL bawl ur eyes out trust. xanax is great for anxiety i take it everytime i get cheated on it works great. molly is AMAZING tho but u should only take it a little bit (two-four max) every year whitch sucks balls. coke is nice when ur depressed and dont want to do anything cus u will wanna do stuff. imo ketamine is like a "medical " version of coke idky but it feels very medical. opioids r also pretty good but i havent done too many yet to form a good opinion