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Pleroma

Pleroma

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May 25, 2025
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Hello everyone,

I've been thinking about suicide for some time now. I've tried a variety of methods and would like to leave my physical body by jumping from a very great height. The problem in the past has usually been that I lacked the courage to jump. I'm not particularly desperate, but I simply disagree with many of the conditions under which we have to exist here.

I've tried sedatives like Tavor and sleeping pills before jumping, but unfortunately, that didn't work. I'm currently toying with the idea of injecting myself with propofol or etomidate shortly before jumping. These make you unconscious for a few minutes within 20-30 seconds.

I'm still looking for better methods to quickly become sedated enough to allow me to simply let myself fall without having to inject anything. The medication (drug) should work relatively quickly after taking it, as I want to jump from a high mountain and have to climb it first, which requires me to be fit.

I would be very happy to hear any ideas or suggestions.

Best regards.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

2036-01-10T08
Apr 10, 2025
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Digestion takes minutes, that is the bottleneck with the drugs
 
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Emerita

Emerita

the look of death
Jan 16, 2025
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You plan on taking a fast acting sedative before jumping? That could hard to accomplish as the drugs I fear would either stop you from jumping at least the proper way or the drug wont work in time and you will be conscious during the fall. I could be wrong tho but you might want to think of taking an opioid too just in case.
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

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Hmm... something like Xanax or another benzo? Those usually knock me out pretty fckn quick. Idk, just my .02
 
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RadiantNumber

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Mar 2, 2024
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Opioids, opiates, benzodiazepines, barbiturates, but the best effect is when you inject them
The problem is they are controlled so its hard to get them
The problem is they are controlled so its hard to get them
 
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Emerita

Emerita

the look of death
Jan 16, 2025
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Opioids, opiates, benzodiazepines, barbiturates, but the best effect is when you inject them
The problem is they are controlled so its hard to get them
The problem is they are controlled so its hard to get them
Ya, if unable to inject next best option would be snort or if possible smoke for fast acting effect.
 
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Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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Hello. Personally, I had severe drowsiness caused by the following drugs: Carbamazepine, Amitriptyline, Hydroxyzine
 
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Pleroma

Pleroma

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May 25, 2025
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Digestion takes minutes, that is the bottleneck with the drugs
Propofol and etomidate don't. They take effect in about 30 seconds, followed by unconsciousness for about five to ten minutes.

Hmm... something like Xanax or another benzo? Those usually knock me out pretty fckn quick. Idk, just my .02
Xanax? It's supposed to take effect after about 30-60 minutes. The effect is described as relaxing and indifferent. Thanks for the tip. I'll try it at home.

Opioids, opiates, benzodiazepines, barbiturates, but the best effect is when you inject them
The problem is they are controlled so its hard to get them
The problem is they are controlled so its hard to get them
Many substances can be ordered via the darknet or relevant forums and TG channels.

Ya, if unable to inject next best option would be snort or if possible smoke for fast acting effect.
I've never injected myself with anything, and I'm not a fan of needles. Smoking, swallowing, or snorting would be my preferred methods.


In itself, jumping wouldn't be a problem. From a height of about 1,000 meters, it takes about 14 seconds until impact, which you shouldn't notice much of. Perhaps half a second of pain until the spirit leaves the body, if it doesn't exit during the free fall.

Some near-death experiencers who drowned in water have reported that they left their bodies before actually drowning.

My problem is the internal programming that prevents me from doing so. Essentially, exiting this reality is a pleasant experience.
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

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Mar 12, 2025
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Yeaa, I understand what you mean but alprazolam hits me within 15min. Everyone is different I guess.
 
RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

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Mar 2, 2024
421
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Propofol and etomidate don't. They take effect in about 30 seconds, followed by unconsciousness for about five to ten minutes.


Xanax? It's supposed to take effect after about 30-60 minutes. The effect is described as relaxing and indifferent. Thanks for the tip. I'll try it at home.


Many substances can be ordered via the darknet or relevant forums and TG channels.


I've never injected myself with anything, and I'm not a fan of needles. Smoking, swallowing, or snorting would be my preferred methods.


In itself, jumping wouldn't be a problem. From a height of about 1,000 meters, it takes about 14 seconds until impact, which you shouldn't notice much of. Perhaps half a second of pain until the spirit leaves the body, if it doesn't exit during the free fall.

Some near-death experiencers who drowned in water have reported that they left their bodies before actually drowning.

My problem is the internal programming that prevents me from doing so. Essentially, exiting this reality is a pleasant experience.
Yes they could be, I rather don't trust people from there this is why I don't included it
 
Emerita

Emerita

the look of death
Jan 16, 2025
309
I've never injected myself with anything, and I'm not a fan of needles. Smoking, swallowing, or snorting would be my preferred methods.
I didn't say swallowing because that is slower onset of effect as it needs to be digested while smoking or snorting enter the blood stream much quicker.

What could be done is swallow a strong sedative/painkiller first then before that takes effect use the substance that can knock you out fast in a way that is not swallowing.
 
Intoxicated

Intoxicated

MIA Man
Nov 16, 2023
1,277
Nitrous oxide from culinary chargers can knock you out in approximately half a minute. With an efficient technique of inhalation, clouding of consciousness begins after 10 - 20 seconds since breathing the gas has been commenced, and the transition from full consciousness to unconsciousness takes about 5 - 15 seconds. You preserve the ability to control your body during the initial phase of this transition.

Breathing with fresh air may reverse the effect very quickly (10 seconds may suffice for starting waking up), so in case of a long jump a constant delivery of the gas or wearing an airtight mask may be needed.
 
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EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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Propofol and etomidate don't. They take effect in about 30 seconds, followed by unconsciousness for about five to ten minutes.
interesting fact @Pleroma, didn't know that.
 
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ndoprsge22

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May 17, 2025
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I didn't say swallowing because that is slower onset of effect as it needs to be digested while smoking or snorting enter the blood stream much quicker.

What could be done is swallow a strong sedative/painkiller first then before that takes effect use the substance that can knock you out fast in a way that is not swallowing.
I have a similar issue. My SI is stopping my long term intentions. I have access to diazepam (160 mg), zolpidem (860 mg), and OxyContin (not much less than 150 mg IR) but have no idea how to smoke them. Snorting I've only tried with the OxyContin (but I have bad genetics reducing the activity level of the liver enzymes necessary to metabolize it so never really noticed an effect). Suggestions?
 

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