Where to go from here? Help

[poisontree]

I feel as though I've been deserted by my partner. Months prior they were crying and begging about only being able to stand me around them and hating everyone else. Now every time I try to spend time with them they act as if, I am torturing them. They'd rather do anything else. They'd rather spend time with those friends that they hate. Free time or not. I am not clingy. I don't ask for much. We haven't hung out in forever. Don't they miss me? Why do they lie to me?

I can't stop crying. I don't live for myself but for this person. They said they would die without me. It's a lie, I think. Must be.

Does anyone else have people like this in their lives? Is there anything to salvage? How do I sever this bond so I can finally kill myself?

 

[neverwashereatall]

ain't that just the way.
i'm sorry you're going through this. and yes i do, everyone does.
seems enough time can nullify any statement made by anyone.
it's all lies.
i hope things get better, and you don't have to resort to doing that

 

[poisontree]

ain't that just the way.
i'm sorry you're going through this. and yes i do, everyone does.
seems enough time can nullify any statement made by anyone.
it's all lies.
i hope things get better, and you don't have to resort to doin

thank you. i hope so too.