as the title says.
my house is on the first floor and i don't want to kill myself at my university.
i would like it to be a place that isn't too "public" cause i really don't want to cause a show or have people think i did it with some kind of motive.
should i get a hotel?
also... what should i brace myself for? how can i make it so i don't suffer any more pain than i really have to? how do i prepare myself psychologically? it scares me to think my last seconds of awareness will be spent in fear or pain and then everything will fade to black but i don't see any other solution.
my house is on the first floor and i don't want to kill myself at my university.
i would like it to be a place that isn't too "public" cause i really don't want to cause a show or have people think i did it with some kind of motive.
should i get a hotel?
also... what should i brace myself for? how can i make it so i don't suffer any more pain than i really have to? how do i prepare myself psychologically? it scares me to think my last seconds of awareness will be spent in fear or pain and then everything will fade to black but i don't see any other solution.
