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Crystal1177

Crystal1177

Member
May 9, 2020
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So I've been in a dark place and going through a depression because I'm realizing I don't have the right kind of gun to end things... My health condition keeps getting worse and I cant drive to buy a gun because of it. I have money and would be willing to pay someone to end my life, but I have no idea where I could find someone who isn't just totally crazy. I guess I could also just pay a person to buy the gun for me, but I have no idea how to do that either....
Does anyone here have any ideas?
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
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:haha: It's not a hit mans forum, you have to be careful if we answered your question it will put SS in danger and be taken down. Advertising such things you will be contacted by the wrong people and end up in your very own snuff movie.

Please be careful and read the sticky thread Dangerous People On This Forum.

I hope you find peace

Cheers

Geo
 
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allym101

allym101

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May 29, 2020
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Hiring a hitman is quite a risky operation let alone finding one. There are plenty of more peaceful and less painful suicide methods, I advise checking those out before you potentially get caught trying to find a hitman by law enforcement.
 
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HappyMstake

HappyMstake

Not so happy as it turns out.
May 29, 2020
170
Not a good idea. If you can't get a gun or "the right kind" then maybe just look into other options like SN, CO poisoning or jumping maybe? Idk I don't think hiring a hit man is a good idea, just because you don't know what else they want to do with you, like torture or anything. I'd rather be in control of my fate when it come to dying. Just my two cents.
 
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Red

Red

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Apr 10, 2019
744
Bad idea - anyone who is willing to kill you probably won't make it quick or painless/terror-less for you and will take what THEY need from the experience rather than what YOU need. Take care - if you need to take your own life then do just that.
YOU need to be in control!
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
No! Just no! For every reason
 
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CyanideSoup

CyanideSoup

Memento mori
Oct 1, 2019
463
Please please please don't ask for anything like this. There are some scary people out there who will see this and believe me it isn't their intention to help you. Please read my thread about "dangerous people on the forum". I nearly fell for something like this and put myself and my daughter in danger. This isn't the way out.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
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Just don't!
 
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Crystal1177

Crystal1177

Member
May 9, 2020
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Hiring a hitman is quite a risky operation let alone finding one. There are plenty of more peaceful and less painful suicide methods, I advise checking those out before you potentially get caught trying to find a hitman by law enforcement.
Thanks. Do you know any of those methods?
 
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Crystal1177

Crystal1177

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May 9, 2020
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Not a good idea. If you can't get a gun or "the right kind" then maybe just look into other options like SN, CO poisoning or jumping maybe? Idk I don't think hiring a hit man is a good idea, just because you don't know what else they want to do with you, like torture or anything. I'd rather be in control of my fate when it come to dying. Just my two cents.
What is SN or CO? and I can't jump because I'm paralyzed
Please please please don't ask for anything like this. There are some scary people out there who will see this and believe me it isn't their intention to help you. Please read my thread about "dangerous people on the forum". I nearly fell for something like this and put myself and my daughter in danger. This isn't the way out.
Wow thanks. That sounds horrifying....
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
What is SN or CO? and I can't jump because I'm paralyzed

Wow thanks. That sounds horrifying....
You really need to read here. Also read the acronyms and FAQ. It's important you do your own research to find what's best for you. It's prochoice but members can't encourage you or help you.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/resource-compilation.3/
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,726
Another story of trying to get a hitman that didn't end well, in case you're not already convinced:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/newbie-sharing-her-experience.39794/

Also, if someone PMs you offering to kill you, please use the report button on the message to inform the mods.



Edit: I just re-read this comment and I wrote it so dryly, it comes across as rude. I didn't mean it to be! My intentions were to be helpful, not negating, belittling, or controlling.
 
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Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
455
This is what I have been thinking as well to be honest. I don't care what they would do to my body, I've been through enough trauma and self hate so my body is worthless.
Darn I wish I lived in America with access to guns. UK just seems to be so boring!
No guns! No nembutal and barely any SN!
:notsure:
 
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Jeremy

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Jul 11, 2019
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This is what I have been thinking as well to be honest. I don't care what they would do to my body, I've been through enough trauma and self hate so my body is worthless.
Darn I wish I lived in America with access to guns. UK just seems to be so boring!
No guns! No nembutal and barely any SN!
:notsure:
I think the problem isn't so much what they might do to your body after they kill you as what they might do before. Sure, once I'm dead idgaf. But the kind of people willing to perform the "service" of a "back-alley assisted suicide" at risk of going to prison for murder are likely the kind of people who will have other plans prior to ending your life, and I think it would be safe to say that in many cases the experience would be anything but quick, painless and peaceful.
 
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ssaaahmo

ssaaahmo

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May 18, 2020
219
i've had thoughts of this too so i get where you're coming from. just please be safe and don't get into a dangerous situation with someone else
 
LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
Bad idea. Great path to getting yourself raped postmortem or even beforehand. Not to mention what will happen to your body, you can't trust anyone who would willingly risk prison and destruction of reputation by killing some stranger. You're going to end up in somebody's soup.
 
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Tintypographer

Tintypographer

I am done as of 4-21-2023. Somewhere I am no more
Apr 29, 2020
470
I agree with all the bad idea people. Don't even go looking for such people. I feel for your pain, your hurt, and your distress but don't go searching for people in that dark corner of the world.
 
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LastRide

LastRide

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Jan 23, 2020
369
Frankly, I don't need anyone to kill me I can take care of that myself. But I'd be happy to pay someone to get rid of my body once I've killed myself, since I absolutely hate funerals and so absolutely do not want to be the principal actor in my own...I have no idea of how to prevent your family to have a funeral even if you expressly state in your will you don't want one? So I guess the only chance of avoiding my own funeral may be to just find someone to get rid of my body.
 
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friendly99

Member
Jul 22, 2018
98
I would pay thousands of dollars for someone to kill me
 
Tintypographer

Tintypographer

I am done as of 4-21-2023. Somewhere I am no more
Apr 29, 2020
470
I would pay thousands of dollars for someone to kill me
I understand. It's so difficult to have to worry about and make a choice.
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
I'd be willing to commit euthanasia, and do it with the minimum suffering possible. I'm scared to admit it now though after reading some of the above responses. I hope this doesn't give people completely the wrong impression of me.
 
autumnal

autumnal

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Feb 4, 2020
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I think the problem isn't so much what they might do to your body after they kill you as what they might do before. Sure, once I'm dead idgaf. But the kind of people willing to perform the "service" of a "back-alley assisted suicide" at risk of going to prison for murder are likely the kind of people who will have other plans prior to ending your life, and I think it would be safe to say that in many cases the experience would be anything but quick, painless and peaceful.

Yep. Actual footage... :))

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gnomeboy17

gnomeboy17

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Feb 11, 2020
355
Hey op, I completely feel you. I really recommend the film "dead in a week or get your money back" it's about a suicidal guy who tries to kill himself but it keeps going wrong so he hires a hitman. It's a dark comedy btw
 
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Little T

No Option
Aug 24, 2022
81
So I've been in a dark place and going through a depression because I'm realizing I don't have the right kind of gun to end things... My health condition keeps getting worse and I cant drive to buy a gun because of it. I have money and would be willing to pay someone to end my life, but I have no idea where I could find someone who isn't just totally crazy. I guess I could also just pay a person to buy the gun for me, but I have no idea how to do that either....
Does anyone here have any ideas?
"Downloading Nancy" 2008 comes to mind ---- Dark web
 
colkohice

colkohice

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Sep 27, 2022
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I found one on the dark web, but decided not to because:
1. It's expensive ($10 grand)
2. Not sure if it works-search youtube for a documentary about Silk Road creator being arrested. It claims that the "hitmen" never killed anyone. But of course, it might be just the media discouraging people from hiring hitmen on the darkweb.

Here's the documentary:
 
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