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Cali101

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Where is the ideal place to do sn. Cant do at home. I dont want to do a hotel, heard of a fail where the person made too much noise after taking sn. I was thinking of renting a house for a week but seems like an asshole move to do in someones house even if its a rental.
 
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TheDoomedDoomer

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May 22, 2022
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Honestly I thought about renting a lodge at a camp site or state park it's expensive but you definitely wouldn't be found unless you tell someone
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I like the sound of ctb personally in an isolated forest far away from any people where there is no chance of being disturbed. I wish you relief from suffering and I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. I can imagine that it must be frustrating being unable to find a suitable place. I wish we lived in a world where we can die in peace without having to worry about something going wrong.
 
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Seeking_Peace

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May 18, 2022
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I'd like to be as comfortable as possible on my last day. The person who failed maybe didn't prepare well or panicked. You have to be really loud for neighbors or staff to barge in your room. I wouldn't let every one off incident determine my location.
 
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BluesRunTheGame

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Dec 15, 2020
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I like the idea of doing it outdoors in the summertime.
 
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Cali101

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May 23, 2022
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I was thinking about renting a house on the beach. Seems peaceful to spend the day in the water then go out looking out to the water.
 
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NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
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I like the idea of doing it out in nature, but I don't feel capable of it. I was thinking of being a coward and doing it at home, but I don't want it to be that easy for my family to see my body. If I do it at a hotel or at home, I want to put up a warning sign or something. I don't want someone to walk in unprepared.
 
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Seeking_Peace

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May 18, 2022
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How would you warn the cleaner without them seeing your body first? Unless you plan on putting a sign on the outside of the door which will draw attention to your room.
 
NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
How would you warn the cleaner without them seeing your body first? Unless you plan on putting a sign on the outside of the door which will draw attention to your room.
Hmm you're right. Probably no way to avoid traumatizing someone with the body. Wishful thinking of me.
 
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london3

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May 5, 2022
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Where is the ideal place to do sn. Cant do at home. I dont want to do a hotel, heard of a fail where the person made too much noise after taking sn. I was thinking of renting a house for a week but seems like an asshole move to do in someones house even if its a rental.

I think you should do it wherever you will feel comfortable with no chance of being disturbed. At home you can be interrupted and not to even mention giving your family the trauma of finding your dead body. The room will always remind them of the death of their family and will be terrible.

Doing it in an airbnb is also quite bad i feel as you will do it in someones house they have rented out, but its at least a stranger that is not close to you.

Other people want to do in nature and in peace but i do not like the idea of walkers by finding your body, also there is the issue of animals maybe finding your body if you are not found and scavenging which sounds terrible if you want to at least leave you dead body to family.

For me personally a hotel seems like the best choice out of a bad choice of locations, you will be found by staff eventually and mostly will be left in peace. Also for people that are genuinely not ready to die you can call for help and maybe try another day.

Yeah this is something to consider for everyone and is definitely a personal choice.
 
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Seeking_Peace

Arcanist
May 18, 2022
476
I think you should do it wherever you will feel comfortable with no chance of being disturbed. At home you can be interrupted and not to even mention giving your family the trauma of finding your dead body. The room will always remind them of the death of their family and will be terrible.

Doing it in an airbnb is also quite bad i feel as you will do it in someones house they have rented out, but its at least a stranger that is not close to you.

Other people want to do in nature and in peace but i do not like the idea of walkers by finding your body, also there is the issue of animals maybe finding your body if you are not found and scavenging which sounds terrible if you want to at least leave you dead body to family.

For me personally a hotel seems like the best choice out of a bad choice of locations, you will be found by staff eventually and mostly will be left in peace. Also for people that are genuinely not ready to die you can call for help and maybe try another day.

Yeah this is something to consider for everyone and is definitely a personal choice.
Agree on hotel. Better strangers find you than your family. Plus, if you do it in nature, unless you're found soon, police may waste resources as your body is severely decomposed and cause of death isn't easily determined. But as London said, do it where you are most comfortable.
 
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NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
This thread is pushing me to put in a bit more effort and go the hotel route to minimize harm to family. Thanks for the opinions :heart:
 
NobodyKnowsMe

NobodyKnowsMe

Just biding my time
Dec 21, 2021
582
How would you warn the cleaner without them seeing your body first? Unless you plan on putting a sign on the outside of the door which will draw attention to your room.
Depends on how the room is set up. If there is a bit of a hallway before getting to the bed, you could leave a note with huge letters on the floor just inside the door. Or even attach a note to a string and then either tack it to the ceiling (if you can drag something over to stand on) or attach the string across the little hallway by taping it to each wall.
 
Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
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Other people want to do in nature and in peace but i do not like the idea of walkers by finding your body, also there is the issue of animals maybe finding your body if you are not found and scavenging which sounds terrible if you want to at least leave you dead body to family.

For me personally a hotel seems like the best choice out of a bad choice of locations, you will be found by staff eventually and mostly will be left in peace. Also for people that are genuinely not ready to die you can call for help and maybe try another day.

I wonder, if someone went to a tent camping ground out of season, or during a day of the week when it's less busy in the summer, and just camped out there, that might be a good option. It's one I've been thinking about for myself; just setting up a small tent somewhere out of the way and camping for the night, using the SN, and taping a warning sign to the outside of the tent for other people to see in the daytime.

At least then, if someone found the tent, they could call the police or whoever else they needed to come and get me. If I change my mind at the last minute and decide not to go through with it, then getting to spend the night relaxing in a tent would just be an added bonus.
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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One factor to consider is relation to impact on others is that there is a chance you may throw up even after passing out, and also when people ctb they generally release evereythiing (#1 and #2), so this makes a mess, so if you put a pastic tarp down and then a blanket this can help to keep from damaging more expensive things, like the bed or carpeting.
 
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Seeking_Peace

Arcanist
May 18, 2022
476
True. I commend those who are going the extra mile to warn others. I've seen dead bodies in the streets as a young child so maybe I'm desensitized to it.
 
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Lost in a Dream

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Feb 22, 2020
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True. I commend those who are going the extra mile to warn others. I've seen dead bodies in the streets as a young child so maybe I'm desensitized to it.

Where you lived growing up must have been a terrifying place to be. I hope you didn't have to grow up in a war zone, because I can't imagine being in the middle of a more hellish place.
 
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I was thinking about renting a house on the beach. Seems peaceful to spend the day in the water then go out looking out to the water.
It might be a good idea to rent a house or cabin on the beach or in the woods. but do not take SN inside the house, if not outside. it would have to be a place away from everything so as not to be interrupted. Well, it's the way I plan ctb, if I can't rent a house or get a tent I'll just do it in a forest away from everyone.
 
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outatime_85

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May 17, 2022
789
Personally, I'd pack a single-person tent and other camping necessities and head into the woods, knowing that any noise I made would probably be ignored.

As for whatever remains of me, no one will care or miss me, so I would go into it knowing my remains may not ever be looked for.
 
snowman626

snowman626

Mage
Jan 28, 2019
547
I dont want to do a hotel, heard of a fail where the person made too much noise after taking sn.

how does a person make so much noise taking SN that they attract attention in a hotel room? if you just lay there in bed after taking it how are you going to make the noise
 
Well-Edited Chaos

Well-Edited Chaos

Member
May 8, 2022
178
how does a person make so much noise taking SN that they attract attention in a hotel room? if you just lay there in bed after taking it how are you going to make the noise
apparently there's groaning and thrashing from some discomfort (after one is unconscious)
 

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