Where to ctb

[Paull]

I have this question rendering In my brain.i am getting my sn tommorow morning.....I'm.just.confused where to go for it....I am 23 years old living with my parents...I have a separate room and my parents live in the beside room ....I would love to.ctb in my own room as it is comfortable but will it.cause problems to my parents if I die in my own room??? Will I be selfish?

 

[InTheAirTonight]

It will cause problems regardless where you do it. But I think if you do it in your home they will forever have a memory of you laying there cold and blue. Something to consider.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

They might hear you and interrupt. But yeah, it's always going to be the room where you died, and the home where you died. Not saying it's selfish, just pointing out the reality.

 

[Paull]

They might hear you and interrupt. But yeah, it's always going to be the room where you died, and the home where you died. Not saying it's selfish, just pointing out the reality.

I'm sorry..I didn't get your words

 

[Darkhaven]

I'm exactly in the same situation.
I plan on locking the door and do it overnight.
As to the possible shock of finding me, i can't say for sure if my mother will really suffer with my death, it's sad to say but it's truth. Nothing assures me that she does indeed care about me.
If she does, then i hope she suffers. She has caused me a lot of pain and has exposed me, as a child, to very toxic people and situations.
Only you can decide if you want to put your own parents through that, though.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Will it cause problems to your parents if you die in your own room?

Yes.

The room will always be to them the room where you ended your life. They will still live in the house, so the house will also always be to them the house where you ended your life.

 

[LMLN]

I have thought a lot about this. I don't want family to find me in the house after SN. I will take it in the woods this spring/summer. You could also get a hotel room. I just decided a place in the woods would feel better for me. I plan to send a delayed email to my police department non-emergency address.

 

[Shinbu]

It's a tough situation, I'm in the same situation. I'm going to do it though. There's a empty apartment nearby, and two are empty on the hill as well. I should hurry before new people move in.

 

[Intelligent Ape]

Selfish or not - it's only moral question. But taking SN when you live not alone have a risk to be "saved". Many attempts failed only by this cause.

 

[jgm63]

I'm sorry..I didn't get your words

They might hear you during your attempt, and call an ambulance....
e.g. When you are unconscious, your body might take some deep breaths, etc.