Where is your ideal place to ctb?

[thebookofdisquiet]

Under my blankets, all cozy after a good hot shower. And 6pm so my bedroom is bathed in golden light, I love sunsets.

 

[jacrispy]

I was just thinking about this. I would love to have my last moments in the fresh air, among trees and plants and water. There's a beautiful pond along the Appalachian trail in New Jersey (USA), and it is about an 10 mile hike to get there. The view is beautiful and peaceful and private. Shimmering water and great places to sit. If I wasn't worried about someone finding me (and either being traumatized or saving me), that would be ideal. Also, my method is leaning toward inert gas asphyxiation and that's not really viable to do outside unless I want to transport a tank of nitrogen on a 10 mile hike lol!

So, even though it's not the my ideal place to CTB, I will probably opt for a hotel room or something, so I don't ruin the spaces inhabited by my loved ones and risk them finding me. I don't want to do it in the car or home my husband shares with me, and I could never do it in a space sacred to my mother.

Now that I think about it, maybe that's also really inconsiderate of the hotel owners and staff. Of course I would do it in a location where the staff wouldn't see me when initially walking in (like the bathroom) and I would have obvious, multiple warning signs instructing the staff to call 911. Feels like no location is quite right for one reason or another.

are you talking about sunfish?

 

[pictures]

a place with a fantastic view secluded of course but i would want to die somewhere where i can just let everything go

 

[ApparentlyNot]

are you talking about sunfish?

YES, have you been? isnt it beautiful? To be clear, I would never in a million years do it there because it's quite touristy - but I was just saying, in an ideal world, where no one else was there.

 

[jacrispy]

YES, have you been? isnt it beautiful? To be clear, I would never in a million years do it there because it's quite touristy - but I was just saying, in an ideal world, where no one else was there.

I live about an hour away, it's definitely beautiful. you might luck out on a weekday, especially depending on where you decided to do it around the pond.

 

[Alltheywanted]

If I do ctb, it will be on the roof of an abandoned building that is close to my house. I'm sure no one would bother me there and the surroundings are quite green and generally pleasant.

 

[ApparentlyNot]

I live about an hour away, it's definitely beautiful. you might luck out on a weekday, especially depending on where you decided to do it around the pond.

I also lived about an hour away (in PA though), but I actually just moved several hours away. My family still lives near there though, and I am planning on visiting them in the near future so I think I will take a Saturday to hike and check it out, see if it feels possible and comfortable to me.

 

[colorlesshue]

Is it in your home?
Somewhere you have always felt safe?
Somewhere in nature that's quiet and beautiful?
In a hotel room so no one in your family will be the first to come upon the scene?
Others?

I wish I could cbt in a beautiful place, somewhere in the forest or mountains surrounded by nature. it's funny because I barely go outside these days but I'd love to just have my body go back to where it originally came from. I just want to die a peaceful death but I'm too much of a coward to go through with any of the plans I've made

 

[iLikeFrogs]

In nature, a forest near my city perhaps. I want to die in a quiet place surrounded by flora and hearing the chipping of birds in the distance. Maybe where I buried my dog, this place brings out a bunch of good and some sad memories.

 

[𖣂𖣂𖣂.]

Somewhere no one will ever find me so that anyone that find me won't ever have to see my lifeless body.

 

[innere]

I don't give a damn fuck. Wherever I can die with success and with less pain possible.

 

[Sapphire]

Ideally I would like to die either at the beach looking at the ocean or somewhere in nature. Unfortunately that's not very practical for me, so I will go to a hotel when the time comes.

 

[LostinCyberspace]

In a hole, so all someone has to do is bury me.

 

[Shoya]

I prefer quite place even it is my home our outside

 

[yasmine299]

Lying under a starry night, somewhere a little chilly so I am snuggled up in a blanket in the arms of someone who isn't attached to me but truly understands why I chose to go.

 

[cheese.out]

Drive far away from town, watch the sunset and the stars on warm summer night and slowly drifting away

 

[ZoloftSüchtig]

At night somewhere where I'm alone and where my mom won't be the person who finds me. There's this high bridge near me and Im thinking about doing it there. Forest sounds good too.