Where do you SN these days

[MutatedFlower]

I use to able to get it on Amazon. They don't have it anymore, neither does Walmart. I live in the U.S. It use to be so easy to get.
All I can find is pink curing salt? Will this work?

 

[sleeps]

pink curing salt will not work. you need SN with a purity of 95% or more. definitely harder to find now :(

 

[MidnightDream]

It's still pretty easy to get in the US if you know where to look. Feel free to dm me

 

[MutatedFlower]

I really should have killed myself when I had the chance.

 

[oliviarolandomartin]

It's still pretty easy to get in the US if you know where to look. Feel free to dm me

Is it ok if i dm you?

 

[MutatedFlower]

You can

 

[MidnightDream]

Is it ok if i dm you?

I really appreciate you asking but I don't feel super comfy sharing source info with v new accounts :( please feel free to dm me once your account is a little bit more established though if you're still stuck on source info!

 

[Teddybear]

I bought mine from the Greek outlet of a German chemical company. I leave the rest up to you and Google.

 

[MutatedFlower]

Ordered. I really think its my time to go. Last time I ordered it 2 years ago in the back of mind I think I wasn't prepared. I am now. I seriously gave life a try. I did my best and it ended in becoming manic again. The last time in the hospital they diagnosed me as schizoaffective and I believe its an accurate diagnosis. I suffer every day because of it and I can't imagine the rest of life with it. I'm not sure if i'm autistic or its just ptsd apparently they can manifest in a similar way. Either way my social skills are dead and I don't think I can ever be functional again.

I need to figure out what to write in my note. Any suggestions? I want something that will comfort my family. I probably have a week or two before it comes in so I have time to think about it.

Isn't odd I'm actually excited to die. The thought comforts me and is more tangible than my other feelings

 

[Teddybear]

Ordered. I really think its my time to go. Last time I ordered it 2 years ago in the back of mind I think I wasn't prepared. I am now. I seriously gave life a try. I did my best and it ended in becoming manic again. The last time in the hospital they diagnosed me as schizoaffective and I believe its an accurate diagnosis. I suffer every day because of it and I can't imagine the rest of life with it. I'm not sure if i'm autistic or its just ptsd apparently they can manifest in a similar way. Either way my social skills are dead and I don't think I can ever be functional again.

I need to figure out what to write in my note. Any suggestions? I want something that will comfort my family. I probably have a week or two before it comes in so I have time to think about it.

Isn't odd I'm actually excited to die. The thought comforts me and is more tangible than my other feelings

Plz think about this one carefully: If there are things you *urgently* want to tell those you leave behind, then try telling them while you're still alive.

Who knows, you might be pleasently surprised by their replies. And if its anything nasty you have on your mind, then just forget about it.

No use in wasting your last moments with feelings of rage and anger.

 

[lonewolf22]

I use to able to get it on Amazon. They don't have it anymore, neither does Walmart. I live in the U.S. It use to be so easy to get.
All I can find is pink curing salt? Will this work?

What happened to your old sn? I also got mine from amazon about 2.5 years ago. The bottle has never been opened. I wonder how the potency of the product changes past its original shelf life.

 

[MutatedFlower]

It got thrown away

Plz think about this one carefully: If there are things you *urgently* want to tell those you leave behind, then try telling them while you're still alive.

Who knows, you might be pleasently surprised by their replies. And if its anything nasty you have on your mind, then just forget about it.

No use in wasting your last moments with feelings of rage and anger.

Excellent Advice. This will keep from crying. I'm trying to act normal. The least I can do is be my best self. Go out with dignity.